Walking with Him

2009-10-07T00:37:00.006+08:00

My blog: http://chloeyeong.livejournal.com/

Anyway, you guys can still con't tagging here, and I'll also still be uploading the links and such.

Pastor Kong's Birthday Video 2008

2009-08-31T00:32:00.002+08:00

Pastor Kong's Birthday Video 2008
- You Are My Hero by Dennis Jernigan

2009-08-30T23:52:00.001+08:00

Moving to livejournal for the time being.
May be coming back here though.

@ chloeyeong.livejournal.com

Videos.

2009-08-28T02:50:00.000+08:00

Celebrity weekend's video featuring
FIR, Vanness Wu, Liu Geng Hong, Vivi Wang, Milk, Jacelyn Tay, Allan Moo, Celeste Foo, Genecia Luo, Belinda Lee, Yang Junwei, Moluccas, TBC(The Best Crew)

Kris Allen singing God of this city

新生命教会 - 希望的種子

SUN 何耀珊《不凋零的花》
A song for those of the Sichuan Earthquake. "People don't care how much you know, until they know how much you care."

JJ 林俊傑錄唱片撫慰災民為災民禱告難過哽咽

響應求救！林俊傑、FIR等20位藝人捐合輯所得

JJ 林俊傑 & 何耀珊 [信心旅行] MV
Great song! It's the song that's the encouragement of hope for the people of the 88 incident.

Indeed, the world needs hope.
So, what are we doing right now?

2009-08-26T00:06:00.002+08:00

Watched The Proposal with my classmates after our last paper!
And, the main male actor is seriously so cute! (just saying something)
Haha.

A remainder to people who sit next to me in cinemas: BE CAREFUL.
Haha.

Took lots of pics, too bad, they can't be uploaded!
Seriously, I think those pics and the times at Hui Wen's shop was seriously funny la.
Playing with the wigs! Trying them on! The different hairstyles, etc!
Laughed soooo much there.
Haha.

So many movies I wanna catch!
So many places I wanna go!

2009-08-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

Some things that's passed, will never come back again.

Interesting.

2009-08-16T13:50:00.001+08:00

This is my 300th post!

Just some interesting videos.
CPDRC Dancing Inmate's featured dance for June, 2009. Performed last June 27, 2009 right after Michael Jackson Tribute.
They volunteered themselves for this!

Super Junior - Sorry Sorry

Wonder Girls - Nobody

Canon-in-D (rock version!)

Michael Jackson - Thriller

Shall stop here first!
Exams are coming real soon!
Do your very best people!

*If blogger doesn't get well soon, I may be moving to livejournal!

2009-08-15T13:29:00.001+08:00

Been seriously blessed.
HAHA.

Joey bought me a pair of goggles!
I was seriously shocked to see a new pair of goggles 'cos I only asked her to check if she's got any unwanted goggles.

SO many movies I wanna watch:
- Orphan
- Where Got Ghost?
- The Hangover
- Gamer
- Final Destination

Watched Up on Wed with some classmates - Step, Jul, Nisah, Tim and Marc.
Quite a good movie ah.
Deep in thoughts.

P.S. It's boring not to be able to post any pics up. :(

2009-08-13T17:41:00.001+08:00

Ohmygosh! What happened to blogger again?!!?!???!?
Haiyo. Everything is in a mess.

CHC - Because of You from the album "Writings on the Wall"
GREAT SONG!!!!!

Because of You, I was borned again
Because of You, I'm ransomed by Your Grace
Because of You, my heart has found a Home
A refuge for my soul

Because of You, sins are washed away
Because of You, heaven knows my name
Because of You, I can live again
You've broken every chain

Unfailing Love, so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calary
And now I stand, forever free
My Saviour rescued me

Because of You, the weak say "I'm strong"
Because of You, the broken have a song
Because of You, there's no need to fear
Hope steadfast, ever sure

Now heaven, be open
Our God is unshaken
We worship, Christ risen
High above

Now heaven, be open
All kingdoms, all nations
Declare that "You are God"

SO many things I wanna blog and update about!
But, don't know how to get started!

Week of Morning Prayer has been so, so, so great!
I'd feel so refreshed, so recharged, so strengthen!
What more can I say!

And yes, the most time-consuming project, WRTORAL is OVER!
Actually, I feel quite proud of our final 'product' - the report!
It looks quite presentable ah! HAHA.
Thank God for my project group members!

Indeed, it's a big big step from secondary school to poly tertiary education.
The things you go through, the people you meet, etc.

Read a sentence like this from somewhere (think it's from elise's blog?): "More healthy relationships will be gained once an unhealthy relationship is let go and released."
And YES, I agree with it as well!

I think swimming's good for me! :D
"I'm loving it!"
Went swimming after school on Tues, and saw my primary school friend, MERVIN! Super coincidental la! HAHA.
After that, saw Jarvis! Also super coincidental la! HAHA.
Funny encounters.

HAN YAN! Don't worry so much!
She'll be fine!!

2009-08-08T13:21:00.001+08:00

This is a real world we're living in.
But, the people aren't real.

The things we do aren't real.
The way we respond and react to situations aren't real.

I just can't feel that anymore.

C'mon, living in a real world, can we just be more real?

Seriously, I just feel like giving up on so much stuffs.
Yet I know I can't. But, I just can't push myself anymore.

Craig David

2009-08-05T18:20:00.002+08:00

Craig David, my new love!
Seriously, he's got a very nice and sexy voice!

Unbelievable

Always said i would know where to find love
Always thought i'd be ready and strong enough
But sometimes i just felt i could give up
But you came and you changed my whole world now
I'm somewhere i've never been before
Now i see what love means

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable
And i don't wanna let it go
It's something so beautiful
Flowing down like a waterfall
I feel like you've always been
Forever a part of me
And it's so unbelievable
To finally be in love
Somewhere i never thought be

In my heart, in my head it's so clear now
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now
I was lost and you've rescued me somehow
I'm alive, i'm in love, you complete me
And i've never been here before
Now i see what love means

[Bridge]
When i think of what i have
And this chance i nearly lost
I can't help but breakdown
And cry
Oh yeah
Breakdown and cry oh
Oh yeah

Now I see what love is..

Insomnia

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough, nough, nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Ah, i just cant go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Officially Yours

Oh yeah yes
La da day, la da day
La da da da da oh

[Verse 1]
Thinkin' how the story goes
You're helpless and I'm wishin'
Put the film inside my mind
But there's a big scene that I'm missin'
As I re-read my lines
I think I said this, I should've said that
Did you edit me out of your mind
'Cos in a flash you had disappeared, gone (gone)
Before the curtain falls
And we act this out again
Maybe I should risk it all and state

[Chorus]
That I'm officially going on
The record to say I'm in love with you
I'm officially everything you hope that I would be
This time I'll tell the truth
I'm officially wrong I know
For letting you go the way I did
Unconditionally more than I ever was before
(I'm officially yours)

[Verse 2]
Travellin' down this road again
Gotta make a few decisions
Don't want you to feel this hurt again
That's why I'm hopin' that you'll listen
If you let me press rewind
I'll rehearse every word I should have said
'Cos girl I'm ready to make things right
Here on this stage so we can move on (on)
And before the curtain falls
And we act this out again
Missin' pieces I'll resolve so stay

[Bridge]
Things I should have said
Like I appreciate the time that I spend with you
Inspire me with the smile I put on your pretty face
My world comes alive, now I know (now I know it babe)
This time I'm not letting go
'Cos I'm officially yours (oh oh)

[Chorus]
Officially everything you hope that I would be
This time I'll tell the truth
I'm officially wrong I know
For letting you go the way I did
Unconditionally more than I ever was before

I'm officially going on the record
To say I'm in love with you
I'm officially everything you hope that I would be
This time I'll tell the truth
I'm officially wrong I know
For letting you go the way I did
Unconditionally more than I ever was before

[Outro]
Girl I'm unconditionally yours (oh yeah)
Officially yours, your man (La da day, la da day, la da day)
Girl I'm unconditionally yours (La da da da da oh)
Officially yours, I am

Girl I'm unconditionally yours (listen what I'm tryin' say)
Officially yours, your man (oh oh)
Girl I'm unconditionally yours
Officially yours, I am

2009-08-01T13:35:00.002+08:00

Seriously, there are so many nice people in the world that you may not know.
Some people are not that selfish.

Thank God I met them! :D

WORRIES GONE.

- Going for a swim now! :)

Was super sad 'cos I spoilt something that was so precious and so meaningful to me.
But well, hope it can be fixed somehow!

2009-07-29T20:16:00.000+08:00

Was feeling so unwell since yesterday.
Thought I did feel better today, in the end, felt so bad again in the afternoon!

OHMYGOSH.

And, seriously, blogger is not working man. :S

Bowling, Pooling, Movie with class! + Comical Friday!

2009-07-25T12:15:00.001+08:00

Went to Ehub with class for class bonding activities on Thur!
Supposed to watch The Haunting at Connecticut, but quite a lot of people backed out. Hahaa.

In the end, only Nisah, Suaidah and I went.
Went to bowl and play pool first before the movie.

*More pics to be posted up!

Group pic, but missing a few persons who went off earlier!

Comical Pic at the Neoprint machine! Haha.
LOTS MORE to be posted up, if I have the time!

Got a news about one of my classmates, that's he going for a major op coming Wednesday, and the class would be doing a card for him.
It was only on Fri morning, that we realised what's the op he's going for. It was actually an op for his brain, he's got a brain tumor.

For my wonderful, comical Friday:
School and sports with class was as usual.
Quite a few people actually helped out with the making of the card! :D And I'm glad about it.

Met An after sports with class to go swimming! And, from then, it was when things and situations suddenly become so comical!

First, the locker we wanted to use to keep our stuffs didn't seem to work AT ALL. When the coins are slotted in, they came out again and again.

We wasted like 10mins there trying it over and over again, before we decide to change to another locker somewhere else.

Second, the bus we took to Cell went the wrong direction, and it made a whole big turn at Simei, and we were like almost late!

The clouds we saw when we're reaching Tanah Merah area. SUPER NICE!

Third, when Jia Hui suggested where to eat after Service on Sat, she said "Go eat Mr Chicken.", and I heard "Sit beside Chicken."

Forth, after fellowshipping, we went to take bus home, and the group of JH, WA, Laurel and I began to chase the bus that came, and the girls were like running our 2.4km, but this is not so for Laurel!

And on the bus, WA was like wanting to listen to music from her phone. She put on the earpiece, and played it! "afjdhga!", she didn't plug in the earpiece with the phone!

SERIOUSLY, how funny and comical can things be?
Had lots of good laughs.

My Eclipse Wednesday.

2009-07-22T23:49:00.004+08:00

I thought something was wrong with blogger. Had been wanting to blog, but blogger just didn't seem to work. :S

SOLAR ECLIPSE :

Laming around with my classmates :
WE ARE ROCKERS! Wo-HOO~!
'Cos a lot of people brought Hoodie Jacket to school that particular day (but not all are in the pictures. They're too shy!). Haha.
Look at Tim's expression. It was sort of candid.
We're supposed to act like it's freezing cold. Haha.

After school, went to have lunch at nearby Mac, and seriously had a good time laughing.
Had a super boring talk after it.
Though I think the 'Q&A'(do you really call 'that' Q&A session?) was quite ok, 'cos at least, it aroused a little of my attention.

Had a good time SNACKING refreshments after the talk, went home with Huan, and were discussing about the Walk For Children that's on this coming Sunday, at Chinese Garden. And, we decided to go for it! :D

A MEANINGFUL EVENT.

2009-07-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

This week has been a very hectic and fulfilling week.

In addition, it's like a shower-of-blessings week for me as well! :D
Was super financially blessed by my aunt and friends all over!

My belated birthday bag!

From Mar and Hui!
They're cute to put a birthday card into the bag when I'm not looking! Really sweet of them! :D:D

Some quite cute pics to share!
We were fans of teletubbies back then! My aunt always buy Triplets clothes for us.
Don't you think my sis look a little like Zoe Tay from 双子星 with this hairstyle?

My dad's new safety shoes! He's got huge feet!

I've always told myself to learn to appreciate the people around me, the environment I'm in; to be thankful about situations that I go through.

Be happy in the simple things of life.
That's the way to my life, my living.

Only then can you really live a more fulfiilled, more happening, more enjoyable life.
- Or, would you want your life to always be at the bottom of the valley, and you will need a long long time to crawl or climb back again.

Like I always say, "Strength is the power to bounce back after failing and falling."

True enough, in this broken down world, where they are so many broken down and lost people, we'd got to be strong in what we believe in, in your moral values.

What is it that you believe in?
What is it that you'll stand for?
What is it that brought you to where you are?
What caused it?

You know the answer.

You're more than enough for me.
Beautiful love;

Beauty.

2009-07-17T01:55:00.002+08:00

Khalil Gibran, (1883 - 1931)

Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart.

Anonymous

It's beauty that captures your attention; personality which captures your heart.

Truly, I agree with them very, very much.

- You may be a pretty, beautiful, handsome, charming, whatever-is-good person on first look, when coming to know you, know your character and personality, if there's no light in the heart, no good personality, no character, things change.

- You may be an average-looking person, yet you have confidence, when people come to know you, know of your character and personality, everything will just show out. The charisma, the attractiveness, the character, the good personality, everything, things change as well.

Well, beauty is a very subjective term. It means something different to different people.

JUST BE THE REAL YOU.

*Every simple thing can be a challenge. Accept it, and go for it.

LOVE.

2009-07-15T21:45:00.004+08:00

Go people, go watch this VIDEO - http://www.cultureunplugged.com/play/1081/Chicken-a-la-Carte#videoDetail
It's a true story. Hopefully, it can inspire you and bring a revelation to you somehow.

I was just thinking about the love between people, human beings for the past week or so, 'cos something hit me real hard about it, as to what I see and feel.
Even people from the same roots, from the same 'house', from a same 'whatever-you-call-it-place' ('cos I don't know how to explain it), there are dislikes, wrong impressions and etc that caused 'something', and probably relationships to be broken down.

If we don't really know someone, are we right to just judge them, condemn them, based on what we've heard about them, or on what we've seen them done just based on first impression?

A lot of people would probably have gone through this, or done this.
Seriously, I myself had done it also.
But now, I seriously don't wanna go through it, or do it anymore. 'Cos I understand that not-very-good feeling of it.

If only people can be unjudgemental, uncondemning; if only people can show more love, show more care and patience in wanting to know more, getting to know that particular someone; if only people can just put on a smile on their faces to show interest, then, can strong, solid relationships be built?

I think it's a YES.
Just the love for people.

1 Cor 13:4-7, 8(a), 13 (NIV)
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.
And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

And so coincidentally, during the meeting yesterday, it was talking about LOVE as well!
Seriously, we got to deal with it.
Really, anything can fail us, human intellectual, pride, self thinking, etc, it all can fail us, bring disappointment to us, but yes-ly and surely, LOVE NEVER FAILS.

It can be something that can seem so simple.
But it isn't something that's so easy to practise, to do, to attain.
It's not a task that you can just fulfill like that.

It takes effort, it takes time, it takes your heart.

2009-07-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

Trials and tribulations I will go through.
Your joy is where I get my strength from.

Thank You Lord.
- Staying strong.

CONSISTENCE & PERSISTENCE.

感谢有你一路有你
爱让一切变得更美丽。

Went to play pool at Student Lounge after school with some classmates before going to JW:

Me in Ralph's shoes.
I quite like this pic!

During BusFund Lab today:

Li Rong and I went to Tioman Island!

2009-07-07T00:16:00.003+08:00

I met two new friends last Friday afternoon, while having Wrtoral Project discussion with HY and Step.
One was Cheong Sum Bu,
and the other was Cheong Bu Sum.

Nice names yeah.

:D

Decentralised Service + Human Monopoly!

2009-07-05T23:43:00.008+08:00

Sat was the Decentralised Service for IC and MJ zone.
And the theme was Retro.
Seriously, I didn't know how to dress up for it. The idea only came because of a girl I saw in school on Fri. Haha.

An and I.
Limei & Yaowen.
The ladies.
Fen and I.
Retro Queen.
During one of the games, where the pics we took have to be exactly the same as the question set~

Look at Yun's little head! Haha.
Group pic while waiting for bus.

I didn't manage to stay till the end of the whole activity, though we did reach the last station.
Went home and needed to go for a RC event, something like Durians' and Tropical Fruits Buffet.
Had a great time eating them! Muahahaha!

JJ 林俊杰 & 何耀珊 - 信心旅行

2009-07-04T01:28:00.004+08:00

JJ 林俊杰 & 何耀珊 - 信心旅行
A very hopeful song! :D

收拾我所有的行李
那沉默把希望反击
和星星一起旅行

这次要学习不逃避
会给我所有的恐惧
勇敢的走下去

幸福在这一瞬间
慢慢累积
伤口慢慢正开放
不用担心
感谢有你一路有你
风雨信心多么不容易

我之间的默契
一点一点
堆积美好的回忆
我会牢记
感谢有你一路有你
爱让一切变得更美丽

收拾我所有的行李
那沉默把希望反击
和星星一起旅行

这次要学习不逃避
会给我所有的恐惧
勇敢的走下去

幸福在这一瞬间
幸福就在这一瞬间
伤痛慢慢正开放
不用担心
感谢有你一路有你
风雨信心多么不容易

你我之间的默契
一点一点
累积美好的回忆
我会牢记
感谢有你一路有你
爱让一切变得更美丽

伤害我会忘记
明天我会继续
梦想必定不要放弃
只要心向心
爱就永远不拘系

Fri Morning, 03.07.09, 07.15am, before school.
A bird, prob a pigeon, actually committed suicide, by banging its head against my bedroom's window pane. I heard a loud bang, and my bro, who happened to be wanting to wake me up for school, saw that it was a BIRD.
When I reached home, he told me that as he walked to school, and walked past the area right below our flat, he saw a dead bird lying in a pool of blood. When he walked home after school, the dead bird was gone.

Well, seriously, what's happening to the animals nowadays?
It was a frog at about 12plus am, and now, it's a bird.

2009-07-03T00:21:00.003+08:00

Disgusted, stepped on a frog that was hopping around in the dark 'cos it escaped from the tank.

I didn't kill it though.
After switching on the lights, I see that it was still hoping around!
I think I'll need to sanitise my feet. HAHA.

卢廣仲 - 我爱你

Talented guy. Like the chinese version of Jason Mraz. :D

2009-07-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

Right now, I'm practising to make dolphin sound aka 海豚音.
And seriously, it's irritating to others. HAHA.

I'm 模仿-ing 周嘟嘟 as well!
Can't do Auntie Lucy anymore, 'cos the side part of my hair is gone.... Haha.

Listen to his!
VITAS - Smile.
Charismatic. Sexy Voice.

卢廣仲！

Funny thing of the day:
My dad bought frogs for the fish to eat, and one of the frogs actually managed to escape and jumped to his room. It went under the bed.
My dad got my bro and sis to help carry the whole bed + the bedframe, which is super heavy!
And they did manage to do it, while my dad caught the frog after a long time!

After it, he said, "This is the most useful thing you both have done since birth!"
SUPER COMICAL!

Busfund Presentation

2009-07-01T23:52:00.012+08:00

My Busfund project team!
A GREAT team!

Camwhoring on Tim's Macbook! while we were discussing the project.

After presentation alr, after APEL lesson

Chanel and I.

Julia and I.

"I can't see Ralph!"

Accomodated Ralph, and I half-squated, he gave me the "I can't be bothered." look. Haha.

Marcus and I - MANLOOK

Finally, Business Project is sort of over!!!

Thank God for a good project team! :D

Got to understand them, know some little secrets, etc. Quite a fun group to be with as well.

But, there's Wrtoral coming up now!

And seriously it's killing my brain cells.

But, it got me to role play somehow. I was feeling very much like a scientist/entrepreneur/"questioner"!

Met Wing after project, and together with Jun Wen, they bought my belated birthday gift.
Nice bag indeed! Wing bought the same bag for herself as well!
Thanks ah~ :D :D

Went for a haircut today, and my hair's seriously short now!

My head feels so light now!

Haha.

P.S. I wanna give tuition, anyone got lobang?

2009-06-30T23:12:00.004+08:00

Today is my ah gong's first death anniversary.

He left my family and I a year ago.

No doubt, I still miss him.

And the dream about 2 weeks back just jolted back so much of my memories.

As I was looking through my old, old blogposts, I realised how many pictures I've lost, due to nothaving an external harddisk; and how much I've changed, in terms of looks and mentality!

I was just talking about my long hair previously with my project mates, and thus, at saving the pics, I found that I'd changed soooo much.

Even with short hair, I've still got so many styles/different cuts! Haha.

It's seriously amazing how many people are at my blog at the same time, my first time seeing at my own blog, 9 online users together! COOL.

2009-06-28T16:55:00.004+08:00

Can you spot all the keys that are somehow wrong on this keyboard?
Taken from one of the Com Labs in school.
Lunch with 6B girls in TP!

N397!
Some of us at the bus-stop!
The scariest pic ever taken on my camera!

Me, Myself and I. HAHA.
I like those few pics the best somehow among so much An has taken.

This week has been quite a good week 'cos I met up with and saw quite a few people whom I've not seen for a looonggg time!

- Met P6 girls for lunch at TP on Wed.
- Met Mar and Hui on Thur at Tamp Central area to shop for my belated birthday gift! :D THANKS GIRLS! While walking out of a shop, Mar said she saw someone from YMPS. So, I went to give chase, and realised that it was Kai Lin from P6 whom I've lost contact with, and I actually managed to spent the whole of my afternoon with her after that, before going for BS! BS was awesomeeeeee as usual! :D
- Saw Hsueh Ting at BusPark during lunch on Fri with my project mates and some other classmates. After lunch, met up with Eunice and Hui Fen to go swimming at Freddy's condo there. Great catching up done with them! :D

E1R1 indeed - Each one Reach one.

- I wanna get my own Geek Specs.
- A pair of canvas shoe, & a new pair of flats or something. HOLES on my shoes.
- I feel like eating something special.... HAHA.

BUSINESS PROJECT PRESENTATION NEXT WEEK....... :S

A SUPER NICE SONG : 另一个天堂 by 王力宏 & 张静颖

2009-06-27T14:11:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, the simplest of things bring the greatest joy and relieve.

2009-06-21T23:59:00.006+08:00

Wed - Rest day for me somehow.

Thur - N397 BBQ + PRSSCO camp!

Look at JH and I, we were having a hard time peeling the prawns! Haha.
The 4 of us.
GIRL POWER!
Camwhoring upon reaching...
Climbing trees now
周嘟嘟

At PRSSCO camp. I went super late, and got home super late as well.
There's also a huge bunch of people who volunteered to send me home! How honored was I! Haha.

Fri - Swimming + BS + Durians' Night!

Somehow, I think I miss swimming. After not swimming for such a long time, I thought I won't even be able to swim one lap, BUT I DID.

Even more than one lap. So glad about it.
I wanna go AGAIN soon! ANYONE?

Sat - Blood donation + Father's Day Service!

Brave girl No. 1
Brave girl No. 2

I was supposed to be donating then as well. I passed all the "medical check-up" stations other than the last one, which is to check your iron level in the blood, and I did not hit the minimum point!
I know there'd be another time soon again, and the next time round, I shall be able to donate blood already. Haha.

Sun - Supposed to go out with Mar and Hui, but it's cancelled last minute. So, stayed home, but had an awesome time, eating DURIANS! Woo-hoo~!
DURIANS, 1 for $2.

2009-06-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

Mon - Proj + Ken's house fellowship!

Tue - K-ing with sec school friends!

My Weekend.

2009-06-15T02:49:00.002+08:00

So many things I wanna say and blog about! *edited.

Sat - Celebrity Weekend!

FIR~ This time, all 3 member are here!

Vanness Wu~

Milk~
Look at the second pic, the joyful faces of Yan Zhi and Evelyn, 'cos they're able to take a pic with him!

Us with Ocean Ou.
Seriously, he's got a super nice voice.

Pics taken from Church web:

Liu Geng Hong and Vivi Wang
Darren Yeo
Belinda Lee
FIR
Milk
Jacelyn Tay
Vanness Wu
The beauty queens!
The congregation
During the "Artistes Session". SPOT CYRA, YAN ZHI's ARM, and my SMALL HEAD! Haha.

Last Sun - 4e7 '08 class BBQ!

Me with Xue Wei's 'geek/nerd' specs.
Little James
Little Alex
Nad!
Jia Wee aka JING TONG!
Ah Mei!
Xiao Xuan!Jia Qi aka SOTONG!
Jaron
Richard
Min San aka Stiff Man!
Xue Wei
Zahr, XW, TH
Yi Qi, Jasmine, Audrey
XW, TH, JQ
THE CLASS

Random playing.

Somehow, I like this pic a lot, 'cos I think it's quite comical.

Wonders.

2009-06-12T03:10:00.002+08:00

I like these pictures.
Wonder when I'll get to see such nice scenes in my life, and capture them myself.
Haha.

And, how I wish I own a DSLR!
:D

As I was just browsing through FB, looking at other people's profiles, I was amazed at how people are connected with one another.
In short, we are all interlinked somehow.
Haha.

Simply amazed at how human beings are connected, how relationships are built.

I had another weird dream of some sort, but this time, I can't really remember it.
It's like the don't know how many days when I'd been having dreams for consecutive days.

Every single process in life is indeed a learning process.

Look to You.

2009-06-10T04:06:00.001+08:00

When all else fades away; I'll still look towards You.

Guess I've know myself more a little this holiday, thanks to Step ah.

Actually, I don't even think I know myself well.

I'm actually quite an indecisive person, fickle-minded, kept changing my decisions after I'd made them.

Well well.

Prob, it all came to this : Laziness.

I'm quite a lazy person actually.

Not even wanting to step out of the house to go town. Haha.

Had another weird dream again on Tues!

This time, it's about S coming to my previous house!

It's like playing a game of Hide & Seek with his own friends, and they happen to need to seek at my home. Seriously, illogical but still quite sweet in conclusion. Haha.

I don't know what's the problem man.

Everything I do, or not do, it's just so "not good to her eyes".

Yes, she may be unhappy with whatever she's facing, but still, need she throw everything at me?

Are ALL the responsibilities just on me? How about my other siblings?

Did she even think about how I'd feel about it?

How much I'd be hurt?

Yes, we're all not having an easy time either.

I thought we'd be stronger as we'd all been through one of the toughest times together as a family not so long ago.

As I was just being slightly happier about that, this had to happen.

Why are the cracks still there?

I tried my best doing it, mending the cracks.

But, this is an effort that everyone of the family have to put in.
If there's only one person putting in this effort, then it'd be so tiring for that person.

Ohwell, Ohwell.

Just venting my frustrations here.

When I have my own family and have kids in future, I don't want my kids to go through what I've gone through or am going through.

2009-06-08T18:40:00.004+08:00

Finally, this video can be uploaded! :D
Haha.
Just something we did.

This is actually quite lame ah.
Just for laugh only.

Video-ing, dreams....

2009-06-08T16:25:00.006+08:00

Went to Huan's house and had much fun videoing our music making processes! And of course picture taking!

The song that we were playing with was "Your Love Is A Lie"(I think, if I'm not wrong!), by Simple Plan.

Seriously, I didn't even know of this song before she told me about it. Haha.
Think I'll need to get updated with the ENGPOP. Haha.

Some of the pics taken:

2 out of the 8 videos we took can be found in FB! :D

Had been having so many weird dreams for these few days.

About my deceased grandpa, about Sun, about Fann Wong(!?!?!?!?), about M(??!?!?!!!!!!).

Sat: Grandpa, Sun

Sun: Fann Wong

Mon: M, my boss's wedding(?!!!!!!)

As for M, it's really super weird, but real sweet. Haha.

It's all super weird, which involves people who I'm not close with, or not thinking about. Haha.

P.S. Seriously, I need to think of ways to leave home in the morning!

On a holiday~~

2009-06-04T02:04:00.003+08:00

Finally, the holidays are here!
So, what are some of the things I wanna get done:
- Go suntanning!
- Go sing K!
- Go for a swim!
- Go play at least a game of basketball.
- Watch Night At The Museum 2, Angels & Demons, Drag Me To Hell, etc
- Meetups with friends! :D

AND MORE!

Cutting-edge

2009-06-03T19:10:00.002+08:00

Sometimes people find it hard to accept new things, new styles that are cutting-edge.
They may think that "Woah, that's so ugly, that's so disgusting, that's so scary, ............, etc."
Lots of comments they would give.

So, what exactly is cutting-edge?

It is : forefront; lead. e.g.on the cutting edge of computer technnology

Actually, it just takes the change of mindset to see things differently, in a different perception, in a different view.

Have a changed and renewed mindset.

Finally finished all my papers.
Thank God it's over.

Went for a movie with classmates and shopped with the girls.
Watched Terminator Salvation.
NICE.
The main characters. Man!
Haha!

Some pics taken with the girls:

And for Terminator Salvation!
Seriously cool la! HAHA!

*Just being a "Flower Idiot" here!

2009-06-01T18:41:00.001+08:00

Having a lot of cravings suddenly.

Missed the super sweet mangoes that my dad brought home from work.
Just wanna drink lots and lots of Soya Bean.
I also wanna eat durian!
Drink bubbletea at shop opposite school.

Someone, someone......! :D

2009-05-29T01:40:00.006+08:00

LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
LOVE

The greatest of all.

School later is just gonna be an hour.
Finally, lunch with Eun, Yun and maybe Fenn! :D

JJ Lin 林俊杰 - One of my all time favourite artiste

2009-05-28T21:47:00.001+08:00

醉赤壁 - JJ Lin

落叶堆积了好几层而我踩过青春
听见前世谁在泪语纷纷

一次缘份结一次绳我今生还在等一世
就只能有一次的认真

确认过眼神我遇上对的人
我挥剑转身而鲜血如红唇
前朝记忆渡红尘伤人的不是刀刃
是你转世而来的魂

确认过眼神我遇上对的人
我策马出征马蹄声如泪奔
青石板上的月光照进这山城
我一路的跟你轮回声我对你用情极深

洛阳城旁的老树根像回忆般延伸
你问经过是谁的心跳声

我拿醇酒一坛饮恨你那千年眼神是我
醉醉坠入赤壁的伤痕

确认过眼神我遇上对的人
我挥剑转身而鲜血如红唇
前朝记忆渡红尘伤人的不是刀刃
是你转世而来的魂

确认过眼神我遇上对的人
我策马出征马蹄声如泪奔
青石板上的月光照进这山城
我一路的跟你轮回声我对你用情极深

确认过眼神我遇上对的人
我策马出征马蹄声如泪奔
青石板上的月光照进这山城
我一路的跟你轮回声我对你用情极深
我一路的跟你轮回声我对你用情极深

我还想她 - JJ Lin

泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白办不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我才终于明白办不到的承诺就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱我不痛我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她我还想她就让沉默代替所有回答

黑武士 - JJ Lin

有了天空为何世界还有地心引力
有了希望为何绝望还是如影随形
有了勇氣就让哭泣埋葬过去
去写一种历史名字叫奇迹

如果恐惧就像火炬那就让它沸腾我血液
帶到我绝地喔
我才能完全觉醒

在黑暗的对面是光明
光明后面是阴影
正义邪恶是谁有权定义

再命运的前面我怀疑
再面具后面铁一般決心
光荣的牺牲也是种荣誉

不怕人说不要人懂我要证明
明天我的姓名将会是传奇

如果恐惧就像火炬那就让它沸腾我血液
带到我绝地喔
我才能完全觉醒

在黑暗的对面是光明
光明后面是阴影
正义邪恶是谁有权定义

再命运的前面我怀疑
再面具后面铁一般決心
光荣的牺牲也是种荣誉

失败会设下陷阱沒有胜利会发出邀请
只有我自己喔
能夠还我自己公平
还我自己公平

在黑暗的对面是光明
光明后面是阴影
正义邪恶是谁有权定义

再命运的前面我怀疑
再面具后面铁一般決心
要扭转命运最后的反击

2009-05-27T01:38:00.003+08:00

Some fast facts about the quizzes I did in FB yesterday.

How Many Girl/Boy Friends Before Your Marriage?
--> One and The Only.
I like this result!

Who Is Your Mystery Date?
--> Nick Jonas

What Is Your TRUE Age?
--> You are a Typical 40 years old
Can you believe it?!?!?! Hahaha!

"Hypo-crite". "Back-stabbers".

2009-05-27T01:28:00.000+08:00

"Hypocrite" : (taken from dictionary.com)
1. a person who pretends to have virtues, moral or religious beliefs, principles, etc., that he or she does not actually possess, esp. a person whose actions belie stated beliefs.
2. a person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.

Are we someone like that?
Probably.

As we are going through life, at a point of time, we may be going through this "stage".
We may not even know we are like that at that point in time.

俗语说 : "旁观者清，在局者迷。"
Isn't it true that you, being someone involved in a situation, you are not fully aware of what's going on.
But yet, an outsider, who sees the situation from outside, thus meaning that he sees a much clearer picture, is much clearer as to what's going on.

Stand still.
Stop looking around.
Think. You are given brains to do that.
Don't let what other people said to you take you over.
Causing you to lose your own mindset, your own thinkings.
Hold on to your beliefs, be steady.

There can be people stabbing you at the back.
Are you hurt?
YES, YOU MAY BE/YES, YOU ARE.

It depends on how strong you are to get through it.

If 2 or more people get stabbed at the same time, the more you all can pull through it together.
'Cos no matter what, it's still the more the people holding on together, the more the strength, the more the encouragements, the more they can pull through.

Yes, I'm hurt.
But I know I will pull through it.
I'm not gonna let this HUGE grey cloud cover this rainbow.

P.S. Be quick to forgive.
Seriously got to thank God for friends who are still around.
Learnt to count my blessings.

P.P.S I DON'T LIKE LOL.
I get pissed off with that word easily.
If you use LOL on me in msn, I may have this temptation to just close the conversation and not talk for a while.
If it's in real life, you may see my face respond to it quickly.
If it's in smses, I may not reply it very quickly.
It all depends.
Haha.

It's amazing how the numbers at the hits are jumping,
and how many online users are reading my blog.

This shows that a lot of people are not tagging!
Let me know your presence yeah, even if you're a passerby! Haha.

2009-05-26T18:05:00.004+08:00

This is the love I have found;

And with this love I am found.

Got this from a TV drama: "因为误会所以相爱，因为了解所以分开。"

2009-05-25T21:02:00.002+08:00

Don't use me as a carpet, using it to dry your feet, then throwing it away.
Don't use me as a bridge, dismantling it after you've crossed over the river.
And that's called 过河拆桥.

Seriously, I don't know what's wrong.
Everything happened so quickly.
And suddenly, I'm like....

Guess Wing was the first to see how angry, agitated and sad I was over this.
She actually suggested me to TUG the carpet and make the person fall over me!
This is kinda lame, but it was seriously funny the way we said it in real life!

Really had a goody good talk with her after school.
Walked from school to TM, went to Popular, went to Mac, had a good chat there.
Thanks for your suggestions and sharing! :D
YOU'RE AWESOME too!

Finally, EngDraw and EngLab is over!

2009-05-24T14:03:00.004+08:00

Yes, I forgive.
Yes, I let go.

God loves me.
Yes, I know.

It's released.
It's over.
His blood has washed away everything and made me clean and whole.

I'm not going to struggle with it anymore.

2009-05-22T01:25:00.003+08:00

Wing is SERIOUSLY making me fall in love with him man!

And yeah, thursday wasn't a good day for me.
Seriously, I'm disappointed.

Came back home still must take this nonsense from my sister.
And this hurts me a lot.

期望越高，失望越大。
--> Direct translation : The higher the expectations, the bigger(higher) the disappointment.
Indeed, this is true.

And wing, we very got 缘分 hor, even though we boarded the same bus to school, we didn't manage to meet each other.
Instead, we met after school, when you were just walking by, then went to the same canteen for lunch, seated table beside table!
Haha.

And yeah, NANCHOS from PHUA! Muahahaha!

2009-05-20T00:35:00.008+08:00

This post is about my Tues and Wed. :D

Tues, my class was supposed to have our Wrtoral Presentation, where everyone else was supposed to be prepared, 'cos you'll be called randomly.
So, most of us were prepared, and were so 'excited' for it.

I wasn't able to present it that day, and so, my turn would be next week!

Well, to cut short, just look at the pics we took after our lesson. More can be found at FB.

Supposingly, girls pic, but a few guys appeared here as well! Haha.

Step and I.
Lina, Nisah, Suaidah, Julia.

Nisah, Tatcha, Step

Tim.

Ralph.
Marcus and Step.

Marcus and Han Yan!

Bernice, Tim and Ralph.
The guys trying to act sissy.
Teletubbies?!?! - Kiang Chee, Guo Zhong, Sam, Alex, Chester.

Wed,
Pic during our businessfund lec, taken by lecturer somemore! Haha.

The PM was great at JW on Tues!
Really mindblowing, and touched!

Even though I was seriously tired, and I reached home like super late, I'm seriously happy that I WENT!!!!!!

Although I can tell that my mum wasn't really happy that I was home so late, I was real honest telling her that I went Jurong Church. She didn't mention much, just told me not to be that late next time!!!
Praise the Lord!

Being filled all over again, and God's presence was really there!
New dreams, new visions.
Gonna hold on to it this time, not wanting to fall back again, after I spent so long getting back.

Dr. Nikko is just so great!
Indeed, a man who's obedient to God, doing great things for God.

P.S. Yan Zhi, I CANNOT SIT BESIDE YOU!

Our area very ANOINTED!

Wahahahaha!

(Joking la)

P.P.S. My right leg had cramp on Tues morning, and Tues night after PM, had cramp AGAIN at my left inner sole area, and Thur Morning, had cramp at left leg!
Super duper CRAMPNESS!

It's always like that!

ARGHH!

Great music!

2009-05-18T01:44:00.002+08:00

ALEXANDER RYBAK - FAIRYTALE
A super talented guy, who sings powerfully, plays the violin very, very COOLY, and really charismatic!
The song was written and composed by him as well! :D
Enjoy!

Years ago, when I was younger,
I kinda liked a girl I knew.
She was mine and we were sweethearts,
That was then but then it's true.

I'm in love with a Fairytale,
Even though it hurts.
Cause I don't care if I lose my mind,
I'm already cursed.

Every day we started fighting,
Every night we fell in love.
No one else could make me sadder,
But no one else could lift me high above

I don't know what I was doing,
When suddenly, we fell apart
Nowadays, I cannot find her
But when I do, we'll get a brand new start

I'm in love with a Fairytale,
Even though it hurts.
Cause I don't care if I lose my mind,
I'm already cursed.

She's a Fairytale,
Yeah....
Even though it hurts.
Cause I don't care if I lose my mind,
I'm already cursed.

COLDPLAY - YELLOW

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all "Yellow".
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow".

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow".
Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all "Yellow".
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow".
Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know
For you I'd bleed myself dry
For you I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

Wing was trying to intro me to this song, because of the meaningful lyrics.
I told Wing I didn't know this song at all.
In the end, I've heard this song for like don't know how many times, not knowing who sang it, and what's the title of it.
Think Coldplay is gonna be my next love.
:D Haha.

2009-05-17T22:51:00.006+08:00

Thanks Yan Zhi, for your wonderful gift yesterday!
It's super practical, and I love practical gifts! :D

WING

Today, I'm gonna talk about this wonderful pal, friend, buddy, whatever I can call her, Miss Kok Tsz Wing!

Long ago pics.

(Sorry ah, I lost the even longer ago ones, where we used to roam around blocks void decks taking pics with lifts after HCL lessons and such!)

During Prom.

Dear Wing,
Hey girl, we've known each other since.... Pri 1? or Pri 2? Being in the same chinese class, under Mdm Chan, but, we were only Hi-Bye friends then.

To count, we'd have known each other for close to.... 9, 10 years?!!

It's like half of my life la! Haha.

We became closer in P4 when we were in the same class, and even closer in P5 and P6! So, we're good friends for like 6 years! And once again, in P5 and P6, Mdm Chan was our chinese teacher again!

We chose the same secondary school, but were in different classes. Yet, we went for HCL class' 'get in test' and got in together! See, what fate we have! Haha.

I know this friendship is still going to be strong, and it's gonna grow stronger and stronger!

Let's grow this special friendship we hold.

Thanks for always being beside me, and staying with me even though some circumstances may not seem so good and such. (I know you'd say that this is very cliche.)

Thanks pal, for everything.

For you are such a giver.

For you love me for who I am.

For you accepting me for who I am.

THANK YOU, AND I LOVE YOU! :D :D

Love,

Your Dearest SADIST.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

P.S. I really went to dig the pics we've taken, but couldn't find much!

And, where's those we took at the community centre sooooo sooooooo long ago one?!

I WANT THEM!!! Haha.

INDEED...

- "Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, impossible to forget."

- "A best friend is like a clover leaf, hard to find and lucky to have."

- "Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us."

- "Good friends are like stars... You don't always see them, but you know they are always there."

2009-05-14T20:44:00.008+08:00

Seriously, I think my class is fun and nice! :D

Pics taken with about half the class! (not all the pics are here)
You can find them at Facebook.

The two dramatic guys.

Couple look.

Julia and I.

Li Rong and I.

Then, out with Nad!
Great time catching up with you! Haha.

This is a seriously nice dessert to have man. :D

JJ Lin Jun Jie - Cries in a distance. A meaningful, touching and nice song.

A letter to my Mum

2009-05-11T18:15:00.002+08:00

Dear Mum,
A Happy Mother's Day to you, Mum!
Thanks for always being by my side, being so forgiving, always tolerating my nonsense and my wilfulness.
Seriously,
I know you may not get to see this anyway, but you may, someday.

I know things hasn't been going well for you these past months in the family, at your work.
Financially, business-wise, relationship, etc.
The finance problems of the family are already making your head so big already, what's more to say, providing the needs of the family.

Thanks for sharing with me what you're going through. It's been a long, long time since we'd done such sharing.
I know the family is going through a lot at this period, including your relationship with dad, and you don't want to worry the three of us. That's why you don't say much to us.
But well, we're a family.
I'm sure we can share and talk it out.

Just wanna say that you'll have my support in those new changes that we're gonna face!
We shall remain a family too!
I love you, Mum.

I thank God for a Mum like her, though facing a lot, she's strong.
She's determined and responsible.
She chose to stay on.

Please God, protection come upon her.

2009-05-10T18:57:00.004+08:00

Seriously, I feel like giving everything up.
But, I know I can't just stop here. There's still so long a route I'm gonna walk.

I'm really tired.
And yeah, when you are too much a giver at times, you'll be worn out sooner or later.
I think I'm quite a taker also, especially when it comes to material possessions.
I think I'd be able to count how little I've given to others.
And how much I've taken from others, especially in FOOD.

This is where I'm always blessed at.
Haha.

I thank God for friends like Kenneth and Li Yun, standing by and helping me as much as you can! Thanks a lot ah, Kenneth! Haha.
I thank God for someone like Wui An too, listening to my nonsense! :D Haha.

No matter what, I shall still be positive about life.
There's bound to be a way out. I know.

P.S. I just feel like crying everything out, and lean on someone else's strong shoulders.

I just want You Jesus.
I just want You my Lord.

2009-04-26T14:56:00.002+08:00

Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes and everything! :D

Well, sorry that I'm not online, 'cos there's no internet connection at home.
and it's making everything so mafan for me.

I hope everything will be over soon.
Please.
I'm tired of just thinking of it. What's more to say, going through it.

I wanna watch the movie - Knowing.

Easter '09!

2009-04-12T19:34:00.002+08:00

Happy Easter '09 everyone! :D

Had really great time spent for this Easter!

We're trying to act 'retards'?

When 3 retards get together. Haha.

The 2 retards of my life. :)

Holding the sun. Haha.

She's Ah Mei No. 1 from Zhu Fu De Jia Qi.

Presenting Ah Mei No.2 from that same show!

Since it's Easter, we 'posed' as Rabbits! Haha.

Qi Hui and I.

While waiting to celebrate Li Wei's birthday, this was what we did - Playing with not-going-to-use candles! (It seems like a Christmas Candlelight Service.)

My 2 new pairs of shoes!

It's only because I had already had a hole at the shoe sole already for my previous pair!

Shared visions and dreams with Yan Zhi, and realised that we both share a common vision.

Even for the right man of our lifes. ;D

Indeed, whatever we go through, it's for a purpose. It can be used by God to impact someone's else life, it can be a testimony, it can be anything. :D

*Continuing this post.

Haircut with Sis.

2009-04-06T23:59:00.010+08:00

Went to have a haircut with my sis today.
I think it looks kinda stylo.
I think it'd look even better if I'd dyed or highlighted the parts out.

So, don't be shock when you next see me.
I was also shocked when I saw how it's turned out to be.
I look like a whole new different person at first. Haha.

The hairdresser said that it's one of its kind in the world (but I don't think so), but still, I think it's pretty cool! :D
Haha.

While on our way home, we started cam-whoring. Haha.

We're trying to see if our fringes are 'bangs'.

Not very well-taken front view.

Left, right and back views.

I think this pic is edited quite nicely. Haha.

And I think this looks sweet. :D

Finally got to spend some quality time with my sis today.
It's been a long, long time since we can talk to one another without quarrelling or squabbling.

Really great time. :D

P.S. My phone's resurrected thanks to Siyun! :D

Finally.......! AFTER ONE LONG MONTH!

Shuffled-answers.

2009-04-06T20:34:00.002+08:00

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

I see people with answers that can be really funny! So, I decided to try it myself! :D

YES INDEED! This quiz is kinda exciting! Your heart will pump very quickly! Haha. And the answers can be really funny!!!! :D :D

1) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
心心相印 - 王心凌
Hmmm, I think I'd like guys who I have chemistry with....? Haha.

2) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift
Haha. Hmmm, the guy I like liking another girl? Feeling sad? Angry? Frustrated? Too bad, not how I'm really feeling today. Haha.

3) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
A Beautiful Mess - Jason Mraz
Haha. My life's purpose is A BEAUTIFUL MESS? Prob that's a little, little true. Haha.

4) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Center Of The Heart - Westlife
Don't really understand this song actually. Just by the title, probably to enter the center of other people's heart, or to really, enter the center of my own heart........?

5) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
You and I both - Jason Mraz
My friends think of me as someone who love them, understands them...? Haha.

6) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I Can't Read You - David Bedingfield
This is a really nice song! Hmmm, thinking about reading other people's mind and heart? Well, I don't think very often. My brain's always in a half-operation state, unless it's really something super duper important or don't know what.

7) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
爱的主旋律 - 卓文萱 & 小鬼
She's my 爱的主旋律? Quite funny leh. Prob the other parts of the song yes, but for the chorus, not so much la hor. That's more for the love between couples yeah. Haha.

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Bubbly - Colbie Cailat
I like the answer for this! He's bubbly? Haha.

9) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
奋不顾身 - 萧敬腾
I like the answer for this too! My life story is to sacrifice my all! Hahaha!

10) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Lead Me On - Maxing Nightingale
This is a nice song too! To lead others or lead myself?

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You Lost This Lovin' Feeling - Hall & Oates
Haha. Not even started, but already lost the loving feeling!

12) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I'm Yours - Planetshakers
Hmmm, I belong to my parents? I'm theirs?

13) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Dinosaur - 张善为
When I got this answer, I was stunned! Maybe, my wedding is gonna be MY rock concert or a mass dance event! Haha. 'Cos the beginning of this song was quite high, but when the lyrics come, the feeling's gone!

14) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
做你的公主 - 何耀珊
Hmmm, I was intending to 'cheat' by putting this song to number 13, which will make the answer to qn 13 quite nice. It'd be so sweet and touching. But well, if this song's played at my funeral, I wouldn't mind too. 'Cos I'd be the princess of so many people!

15) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Butterfly - Jason Mraz
Hmmm, can't get it. :S

16) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Stuck In My Heart - C21
This is a goody good answer! :D Yeah, my friends are stuck in my heart! Haha.

17) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
借口 - 周杰伦
Finding excuses? That means telling a lie or something like that? :S

18) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Life Is A Rollercoaster - Westlife
Was watching Final Destination 3 yesterday, and now, I've got this answer. Haha.
Hmmm, not too sure if I'd ever go on a Rollercoaster. I'm not that bold.

19) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
原来 - 林俊杰
WING! I REMEMBER YOU! Haha. Hmmm, the one thing I regret was singing this song with Wing for a singing competition in school. JOKING la. Haha.
Hmmm, keep thinking about what's already past, but you can't go back?

20) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
开场白 - 吴克群
Hmmm, a good 开场白 do make me laugh!

21) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Don't Know Much - Linda Rondstadt & Aaron Neville
Crying 'cos I don't know much? Haha.

22) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
舍不得 - 何维健
I was really excited to know the answer for this! But was kinda a little disappointed. I 舍不得 to get married? How can that be? I wanna get married by 25 or 26.

23) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
心心相印 - 王心凌
Ya, this answer fits qn 1 and this qn. 'Cos if someone other than my guy is too 心心相印 with me, it'll really be soooooo scary! Imagine someone who can really telepathy with you!?!!!!!!! OHMY!

24) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Could I Have This Kiss Forever - Westlife
No one? Haha. 'Cos I'm wanting to have this kiss forever?! Haha.

25) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Always Be My Baby - David Cook
Posting this as Always Be My Baby? Hmmm, should be ok..... Haha.

Well, realised some stuffs about myself.
- I kinda like oldies, or classical.
- I don't really know myself well too.
- Yes, indeed, my brain's only in half-operation state. (Prob due to not studying for such a long time.)

Dreams....

2009-04-05T20:25:00.001+08:00

I'm currently running and chasing after my nose, that's running at a speed of 40m/hour.
It's quite fast, for a small little nose.

This is one of the worse running nose I've ever had man.

Had a super weird dream on Saturday.
I dreamt that I was dating my one of my primary school friend, whom I actually saw on Friday.
We were in some sort of couples outing.
Then one of the girls who was there, I met her at the airport on Sat!

It's like so weird and so scary.

Then it's also action-packed here!

We're eating at a jap restaurant, then there were some kind of triad stuffs between my 'neighbours' and the boss of that restaurant.
Since we all know martial arts and such, we actually joined in the 'fight'!

Then there's something to do with a dog, neighbours (people who I don't know in real life, and involved in that 'fight' somehow), a banana, hello kitty sushi, a van, etc!

But, come to think of it, this dream is really funny!

And, it's been like so long since I had my those weird weird dreams.
:S

Things I wanna do.

2009-04-04T13:02:00.004+08:00

It's less than another 2 weeks from now before school orientation is going to start.

Well, here's a few things I wanna accomplish :
1. Visit at least 1 museum.
-Just came to realise there's no FOC museums. :(
-- I wanted to visit the Asian Civilisations Museum for 'The Kangxi Emperor: Treasures from the Forbidden City.
-- Memories at Old Ford Factory
-- The Peranakan Museum
-- Reflections at Bukit Chandu

2. At least go sing K once more.
3. Go for a suntan at least once.

4. To pack my things!

Watched "12 Rounds" with Li Yun before CG yesterday at Tampines GV.
It's a SUPER, DUPER NICE movie!

Such a good plot! Who'd have thought of it!??
Really action packed!
*If I have the money, or have the time, I'd prob go watch it a second time.

And for John Cena, it's a WOW.

:D

*edited 08.04.09 (Wed) @ 10.15pm.

You Are My Angel - 大嘴巴 (怀秋)

2009-04-03T14:48:00.007+08:00

You Are My Angel - 大嘴巴
A really sweet and romantic song. :D

电话里的我是不是很拙
安慰妳的话不知该怎么说
他在妳的心画了一道伤口
拨开乌云朵飞來我的天空

软弱的双手换我來紧握
听妳的要求呵护妳的感受
安抚妳的心缝合妳的伤口
有我來倾听送妳我的耳朵

You are my angel 飞到我左右
在妳的宇宙每顆星都是我
You are my angel 陪伴我左右
就算海着火陆地都沉沒
爱你到最後

Music......

You are my angel 飞到我左右
在妳的宇宙每顆星都是我
You are my angel 陪伴我左右
就算海着火陆地都沉沒
愛你到最後

多希望倒转回到時空
阻止你们相遇的時候
带着妳逃脫即使我 look like a fool
也许这么做妳就不会难过

You are my angel 飞到我左右
在妳的宇宙每顆星都是我
You are my angel 陪伴我左右
就算海着火陆地都沉沒
愛你到最後

Movie @ Bugis

2009-04-01T23:58:00.025+08:00

Watched the movie Paul Blart Mall Cop.
Quite an interesting movie.
Humor, action, love - You'd find them all in this movie.

A great day spent with Huan, Jaron, WB, YY, Fab, Nic! :D

I also tried a 'new game' at the arcade, it's sort of racing car, with funny characters, such as Ms.Pac Man, King Kong, Mario, Mario's Princess, etc. They'd actually take your picture at first, and your face will appear as one of the racers, depending on which character you've chosen.
SUPER FUNNY.

At the movie, due to the so many funny parts, I tell you, OUR LAUGHTER FILLED THE WHOLE CINEMA!
TH said in her blog, that I sounded like Santa Claus, YY laughed with rythem - "he-he-he, he-he-he, hehehehehehe." (Well, I just anyhow typed this anyway. You may not get what I mean also. Haha.)

Group pics!

YY and Jaron.

Jaron's pic has an arty feel!

After the movie ; ladies camwhore.

A new mall that's up. The one that's white on the exterior.

There's a cinema in it, and the tickets are only 6 bucks! Nice interior design anyway!

Look at that 'extra large' SHOPAHOLIC bag, meant for the movie "Confessions of a Shopaholic".

Nice lightings yeah?

Group pic, with Nicholas missing.

1. Jaron and YY trying to show their muscles, with WB and Fab boo-ing them, or having that 'look'.

2. Guys formal shot 1.

3. Guys formal shot 2.

Our formal shots.

This is super candid and huan and I being so les-y. :S

Finally, when we were leaving the mall to go back home!

We went back to Tampines to have our dinner.

And, we found out that this group of guys are really gentlemen man!

They waited for TH and I to return, they got us our seats, and then went to buy food.

Really had a great time with them all!

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL also!

I was fooled in the morning!

It's was such a scary 'joke' man.

MC40 of 大嘴巴

2009-03-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

Ohmygosh~ I seriously think he is so cute and talented.
The speed of his rapping is like so fast!

This is a video of him lipsinging the song 'You Are My Angel', and adding some sign language. *Look at how he do the action for "angel". Haha.

40 模仿-ing MC Hotdog, 黄立行 and Donald Duck!

MC40 and 怀秋 competing against who has the smallest eyes.

MC40 and 宗华 are playing something at the back, and 怀秋 imitating 爱纱.

MV for 我就是喜欢你.

I know it's kinda random, and prob lame for me to be doing this, at a time like this.
But, well, couldn't resist MC40's 魅力.
:D

Fake Polaroid Pics!

2009-03-30T04:22:00.006+08:00

I had so much fun playing with real images, being edited with a "Polaroid", and thus, the pics became.......

SUPER DUPER COOL!

Some pics:

ATTENTION!!!

2009-03-30T01:46:00.002+08:00

I was feeling so sad as I was looking through my pics at Facebook.
I've lost my whole database of pics and songs that were in the previous computer. :(
And now, I'd actually need to go and save the pics all over again, either from FB, from my photobucket (but the pics are so small there!), or from other ppl's blog.

It's like so 麻烦 can.

As for songs, I'd need to either get ppl to send me, or what.
So people, if you see this, do get the 'alert' !
Haha.

Stupid computer that crashed.
And, it's like so hard to get that drive out ok.

I've learnt my lessons, to save my thingy somewhere, either an external harddrive, or a super-large-capacity thumbdrive.

PLEASE, if you see this, DO HELP ME BY SENDING PICS OR SONGS TO ME!
and, anyone who has the song 'Butterfly Kisses by Westlife', mind sending me too?
Many thanks! :D

PRSSCO Grad Video + Quiz

2009-03-27T02:17:00.004+08:00

This was what I found as I was searching for some stuffs on Youtube!

PRSSCO Graduation Video '08 - Made by Tricia.

It brought quite a lot of memories back yeah.

I was just thinking through what my love language would be, and I tried doing a real simple test.
Well, here's my results:

I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Language is Quality Time

My Detailed Results:
Quality Time:	10
Acts of Service:	8
Words of Affirmation:	7
Physical Touch:	3
Receiving Gifts:	2

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.

Take the Quiz!
Check out the Book

Butterfly Kisses - Westlife

2009-03-20T01:55:00.004+08:00

Butterfly Kisses - Westlife
(beginning to love this song after hearing it from the radio)

There's two things I know for sure
She was sent here from heaven and she's Daddy's Little Girl
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night

She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes
And I thank God for all of the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all:

For Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk beside the pony, Daddy, It's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, But I sure tried."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right
To deserve a hug every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet sixteen today
She's looking like her momma a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl
To perfume and make-up, from ribbons and curls.

Trying her wings out in a great big world
But I remember

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you don't mind
I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
Oh, with all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right
To deserve her love every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

She'll change her name today
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away
Standing in the bedroom just staring at her
She asks me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not sure, just feel like I'm losing my baby girl." Then she leaned over and gave me butterfly kisses with her momma there
Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"Walk me down the aisle, Daddy, It's just about time."
"Does my wedding dress look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"
Oh, with all that I've done wrong, I must have done something right
To deserve her love every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

2009-03-19T16:15:00.001+08:00

Hey all~
I've got my new desktop, and thus, would be able to come online and such already! :D :D

Current

2009-03-12T12:08:00.002+08:00

Guess most people has been wondering where I've been.
Well, I'm currently not working anymore, and have been enjoying my holidays. Haha.

And, JJ, I'm not overseas! (though I would like to)
*My overseas trip is cancelled.. :S

So, i'm still safe and sound! Haha.

People, do enjoy your holidays yeah!
Haha.

Last Day of Work

2009-02-26T17:28:00.006+08:00

Well, since today's gonna be my last day of work already, I shall post about my work.

This job has made me know myself a little bit more, just a little.

I don't like to sit and call.
My hands hurts after a long time. My elbow will just suddenly become numb all of a sudden.

I know more about googling on the web, and has become much better than before.
'Cos I keep searching for info through the net, and it does help me a lot!

Ok, well, cutting the post short!
Sorry people! Haha.

My name is Chloe.

2009-02-26T11:20:00.020+08:00

This was what I saw while bloghopping.
It's all taken from http://www.urbandictionary.com/

SOMETHING FOR MYSELF!

1. http://chloe.urbanup.com/1686532
Chloe
290 up, 231 down
A drug often taken with apples. One will be very hyper after using it, and may make friends with a girl called Alice.

Yo Ali, you going add a l'il Chloe to them apples?

2. http://chloe.urbanup.com/2999400
Chloe
To find a Chloe is a great achievement, you will be very lucky. A Chloe is a girl who is very lovely and witty, which other fellow creatures wish to be like. If you give her a milkshake she will adore you, or her friend who she is often found called Gabriella who embrasses her 95% of the time. Unfortunately the Gabriella who will have unusally small feet will not stop stalking her.

Randomer: "Yo whatup chloe, hows it hanging?"
A Chloe: "Hmmm I'm alright thanks, if it's normal to have Gabbi running around me like a hyper five year old acting her shoe size not her real age"
A Gabriella: "Oh damnit, ooooooh- " - At this point a Gabriella would run off when she sees a Yellow or Pink butterfly.

3. http://chloe.urbanup.com/3286426 - Me!? Haha.
Chloe
34 up, 19 down
An amazing, crazy, and loveable girl. The kind that is friends with everyone and never seems to be in a bad mood. Everyone loves a Chloe.

"That girl from the party last night was such a Chloe. Everyone wanted to be around her!"

4. http://chloe.urbanup.com/3697614
Chloe
17 up, 5 down
A powerful name for a very spirited woman

Chloe’s tend to be very intelligent, witty, humorous and sensual. For some strange reason they have the most intense eyes you will ever fall into. Up to this point in time, there has been over 56 years of intense research into this phenomena; but even with the (some may say extreme) amount of resources and time spent on this quandary by the most brilliant minds of the modern age, there has been no feasible conclusion and a distinct lack of even hypothetical consensus as to how or why this breathtaking mystery occurs. Any Chloe born under a fire sign; especially the dominant star (sun) sign of Leo will be a force to be reckoned with; while Bogans and other assorted scum will be uncontrollably drawn towards the power that is Chloe; unless they change their evil ways, they will be consumed by both the passion and fire that is inherent in these ethereal yet earthbound goddesses. Do you ever get the feeling that there is more to life; that something is missing that makes you incomplete? Do you feel it on a dark night; does it haunt the corners of your vision? Is it on the tip of your tongue, but you just can’t quite identify what it is that is lacking from your meagre existence, the one thing that has always been missing?

So many questions; only one answer: Chloe

5. http://chloe.urbanup.com/3725552
Chloe
3 up, 1 down
a person who loves: penguins, pandas, green, purple, beaches, baked potatoes, likes the song 1 2 3 4, and jon

dude she's a chloe

6. http://chloe.urbanup.com/3747610
Chloe
1 thumb up
nerdy by day, alcoholic by night
Wow, she just helped me with English now she's crunk!! What a Chloe!

Person 1: Look at the state she is in, how do you think she'll pull of an English essay tomorrow? Person 2: She's such a Chloe, she'll ace it

7. http://chloe.urbanup.com/3672699
chloe
5 up, 9 down
likes guys typically named andrew james or sean.
french.
a bratz doll pretty but mean and sarcastic

she likes andrew? shes a chloe.

8. http://chloe.urbanup.com/2305400 - Bestest friend?! Haha.
Chloe
19 up, 24 down
A super duper cool girl who is my best friend ever and is better than anyone in the world.
If you try to fight her 100 ppl will be on your ass. SO BACK AWAY FROM MY BEST FRIEND =]
Hurt Chloe and Ill F-ing Kill You=]

9. http://chloe.urbanup.com/2121599
Chloe
339 up, 165 down
An original English name which originates from the term beautiful one, pronounced Clue-ee. Mainly used in the 1940's but has become a common English name.

That girl is chloe, or she is called Chloe meaning beautiful or the term of her name.

10. http://chloe.urbanup.com/1931852
chloe
70 up, 170 down
An IT person or other techie who has no patience with those who have less technical "skill" or "knowledge". Usually coupled with poor social skills. Based on the short tempered and socially inedpt super-tech Chloe O'Brien on the popular Fox Television series "24".

That guy from IT is such a Chloe--he doesn't help you learn, he just gets mad at you and does it himself. Don't be such a Chloe.

Adalia: http://adalia.urbanup.com/2812176
(may hurt you? I don't really understand it anyway)

Elise: http://elise.urbanup.com/3680981
(split personality? haha.)

Eunice: http://eunice.urbanup.com/1457369
(you've got a crazy voice in the back of your head!)

Vincent: http://vincent.urbanup.com/2141874
(Grade A relationship material?! haha)

Marilyn: http://marilyn.urbanup.com/2310859
(Coolest people on the planet?!!)

DB and Sotong, look at "SQUID":
http://squid.urbanup.com/41450

Sotong! This is for you! --> http://sotong.urbanup.com/624060
DB.... Can't be found! Haha.

Pissed off.

2009-02-25T17:22:00.000+08:00

To think that after graduating from PRSSCO, I'd still need to worry and help out with my previous responsibilities.
I don't think I'd know what's going on, if not for a sms from a teacher.
:(

What are responsibilities?
Taken from dictionary.com

1. the state or fact of being responsible.
2. an instance of being responsible: The responsibility for this mess is yours!
3. a particular burden of obligation upon one who is responsible: the responsibilities of authority.
4. a person or thing for which one is responsible: A child is a responsibility to its parents.
5. reliability or dependability, esp. in meeting debts or payments.

We've all got responsibilities to fulfil.
It's not like you're the only one who has it.

What is teamwork?
Taken from dictionary.com
1. cooperative or coordinated effort on the part of a group of persons acting together as a team or in the interests of a common cause.

So, why did you choose to disappear, and let other people clear your mess?
And, where's the teamwork that I've always stressed so much on?
That's why I've been trying so hard to 'open that door' for bonding.
In the end, it's just so shut up.

Sometimes, someone's irresponsibilities can just cause so much trouble to the other members.

You've been running this race for the past 2, 3 years already.
Why are you all giving up only when it's only another 1, 2 more months to finish this race?
Where's the determination, the will, the stregth, the perserverance?!
WHERE, WHERE, WHERE did they go to?!

Into the dustbin of the heart?!
Into the dustbin of the brain?!
Where.

Know how to manage your time well.
Don't put the failures of yourself to become blame of other people.
Know your strengths.
Use your strengths to cover the weaknesses of self.
Know the people who can help you.
Help the people who help you, and they'll help you with what they can.

Laptops from school

2009-02-24T16:50:00.004+08:00

AGGG suggested me to buy this laptop,
http://edu.acer.com.sg/tp/config.asp?rel=A&pn=AS.AQL0X.S10ZE
It costs $1, 605 with GST.

He went to check it out for me, and I spent so much time searching for that so-called 'IT' page.
Thankfully, he got the link! Haha.
http://www-hss.tp.edu.sg/home/life/stu_elife.htm

*This is just to remind me of where to get the link yeah.

Hyun Bin 玄彬

2009-02-23T13:25:00.016+08:00

I was watching TV on Sat night, aka Sun morning, and I came to realised one of my favourite Korea drama is back on air again, for repeat telecast!

And the show is "My lovely Sam Soon - 我爱金三顺".

P.S. I'm not really a fan of Korea drama serials or Korean stars, but, there are just some serials and people that'll attract me. :)

In addition, it was the FIRST EPISODE!

I like the main actor - Hyun Bin 玄彬 (if I'm not wrong about the chinese words).
He's like OMG! SO CUTE! Haha.
The first and only show that I watched which he acted in.

The main actor and actress.

Just a super random post, in case I forgot that I wanna blogged about him.
Haha.

2009-02-20T17:31:00.002+08:00

Ok, I've made up my mind.
27 Feb will be the last day for current Temp job.
I may hop on to relief teaching, or just remain jobless for that 1 month plus that I'm left with before school starts.

I WANNA ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS TOO, you know!

Checked out Yumin Primary's website, and realised the soooooo many changes of it now.
The teachers, the website, the school, the students.
But, the leadership remains somehow the same (for HODs, and SHs, other than the principal and vice-principal).

There are quite a lot of teachers that I don't know.
However, most of my P6 teachers are still there! - Mrs. Diana Lim, Mdm Chan, Ms.Joan Koh.
:D

Had a great time spent with my P6 buds last night! Hope to have more of such times!
MALAYSIA - RENDANG trip yeah!
Can't wait for it! :)

Oh ya, went to visit my cousin who's just given birth last month yesterday.
And her boy is so cute!
I thought I'd have the chance to carry him, but it happened to be his sleeping time!
P.S. Every 3 hours, he'd wake up to drink milk.
The thing was, throughout my 2 hours there, it's just his sleeping time!

Till then ;

2009-02-20T13:54:00.017+08:00

Super funny pics!

TH and I watched "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button".

This is the poster for that movie.

While we were camwhoring, we happened to take a pic of the same "design?" of that movie!
This is after the editing done by TH.
"Belly Button" resulted from an internal joke between she and I.
*My face looks kinda weird here la. Haha.

This is just random, 'cos I liked this pic very much! Haha.

P.S. This is after so long since I posted pics! Haha.

2009-02-18T17:58:00.003+08:00

I wanna go overseas!
Hopefully Dad and Mum will approve of it!

If it's successfully, it'll means that it's my first time going overseas, with my friends!
And, my third time overseas, but, still in the same country - Malaysia. :S
Haha.

PLEASE, COME TRUE FOR ME.

*Dad's already hinting me that it'll be ok!
So, my dears, WAIT FOR ME! Haha. :D

SO EXCITED man!!!!!!!

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮暮与朝朝

这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道 wo

回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

新不了情 - sang by a lot of people before?

I just think that this song has very nice lyrics.
Especially after one of the guys from campus superstar '09 and shawn who sang this song together, it became even more likeable to me! Haha.

Sometimes, I just think that there are many people in the world who are smart, uses their brains, yet they don't show it.
This is Real Wisdom.

You do not need to be someone who seems so filled with wisdom so openly.
It sometimes just seem like a fake front.

Don't judge just by how you see it.
You'll need to look behind it.

YES MAN!

2009-02-16T12:16:00.004+08:00

Ohmygosh! I can't believe myself it!
My application to be a relief teacher was successful!
I MAY BE ABLE TO BE A RELIEF TEACHER!
P.S. It was only after I checked up the meaning of provisional approval, that actually 'thrown away some of my happiness'.

This was what I got when I checked my application status :
"You have been given the provisional approval for your application to register as a relief teacher.
Schools will be allowed to employ you during this interim period. Please bring along all your original education certificates, transcripts and necessary identification document to your first employing school for the purpose of verification. Schools will not be allowed to employ you if your particulars are not verified. For the final status of your application, you may access this option in one month's time to check. Thank you. "

Ohmygoodness!!!!
Haha.
Haha.
Haha.
Haha.
Haha.

I'm so happy!!!!!

So now, some of my happiness is thrown away.
:S

Random - blogged for the sake of typing

2009-02-13T17:48:00.004+08:00

Today is Friday, the 13th.
Only when I read Tiga's blog yesterday then I realised it.
Tiga was really afraid of something bad that may happen.

Oh man, once again, I've been reading the time as 1.11pm, 2.22pm, 3.33pm, and especially 4.44pm!
Almost everyday, I'll somehow "catch" this time, be it on my watch, the computer I'm facing, or the clock on the wall I'm facing!

This reminds me of the when we represented PRSS two ago for our SYF Chinese Orchestra Competition.
The date was 04.04.2007, at 04.10pm, 04.40pm, or 10.40am?
(Oh gosh! I can't remember the time already! Haha.)

To think that there's still so many things to think about for the start of poly.
- whether to get a DESKTOP, LAPTOP, or a NETBOOK.
- whether to upgrade from broadband to wireless, or just buy a router.
- whether to buy the laptop or whatever from school, or from outside.
- think of how much is my budget for whatever I'm buying.

Well, well.
So, readers, if you've got any suggestions or opinions, you can tag me, or sms, or call me! Haha.

Tomorrrow's Valentine's Day!
To think Mr. XY asked me such 'funny' and commonsensical questions through the msn.
Laugh till I peng man. Haha.

Hopefully will get to meet my P6 girls tmr! :D
Cheerios!

P.S. I'm blessed to be a blessing.
Thank You.

Relief Teaching

2009-02-12T17:48:00.002+08:00

Ok, I've applied for relief teaching in a primary school.
Hopefully I can get to try something other than just doing Telemarketing throughout my whole long break!

Hopefully, I'd get to try a little of teaching somehow! :D :D

P.S. Wing, my second time was a successful submit!

2009-02-11T15:35:00.000+08:00

Just thinking if I should continue with this job or not.
I'm really getting tired of this job.
Though it has a good pay, with a good environment, it's kinda boring to me.
'Cos you'll just sit on the chair, and call, repeating the same things over and over again.

I may even doze off while looking at the computer screen.
Which remains me of my secondary school days, be it in the classroom, during lessons; in the hall, during assembly; or in the parade ground, during morning assembly.

It just brings me back to the day when I can easily doze off, either by just sitting down, or lying down.
I could just fall alseep, or doze off so easily.
And I'm so good at faking that I was reading, or looking at my books, even though my eyes were closed, and this needs practice. Haha.

However, I should still be thankful that at least I still have a temporary job to work on, compared to friends who have been searching for a job for a long, long time.

Discussed with mum, she said I should perservered through, what's more to say, it's just another 2-4 weeks or so that I'll not be working already.

TIME REALLY FLIES.
I can still remember how I was like when I first began.

:( + :D

2009-02-09T17:00:00.003+08:00

Today seems like one of the baddest day I have since this year.
It was such an awkward feeling - sickness and tiredness.

And this sickness makes my world go round.
Everything I looked at seems to be turning round and round.

I was super tired, in the morning, that when I was at work, even though I was doing something, I just kept dozing off.

THE TIME NOW IS 5.55pm.
Almost everytime I looked at the clock, there'd be a very special timing, such as 2.22pm, 4.44pm, and now, 5.55pm!
AMAZING!

Please, let me be well again.
It's such a bad feeling to feel sick.

HAD A SUPER WEIRD DREAM!
It was Morning PM, and my "eye-candy" was just sitting next to me, praying.
Finally, when it was time to pray corporately, we stood up and such.

Then pastor told us to speak with neighbours and such.
So, I took the first step, and said something that I'd normally not say to other people whom I didn't know for the first time.
He then said back, "Well, heard that you tag me often."

I was like..... "HUH?!!!"
Then asked, "Tag what?"

He replied, "It's a slang for online usuage, for people who go and search you often, read your blog, facebook, etc. (in short, = online stalkers bah)"

Then I said, "Wah, who say one? Do you use this as an opening line to talk to people who you don't know?"

AND THE DREAM CONTINUES...

Super joker dream la.
If it's for real, think it'd be super funny!
Haha.

APPEAL RESULTS OUT.

2009-02-09T14:32:00.005+08:00

YES, I'M HERE TO ANNOUNCE THAT I'VE GOTTEN INTO .....

TP'S BUSINESS PROCESS & SYSTEMS ENGINEERING!
after appealing.

:)

Thank you all who have been praying for me.
Many, many thanks!

Joker day.

2009-02-05T15:59:00.005+08:00

Days passed.
Weeks passed.
Months passed.

Am I still that same person?
Or have I moved on to become a better one?

*I still can't push myself forward.
I still don't have that drive.

Am I prepared?

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I've done a few idoitic stuffs in this past few weeks man.
And, they're real idoitic.

Firstly, I read my L1R4 wrongly.

I thought it was quite good at first, in the end, the truth was that that was for entry to MI!
And my L1R4 wasn't what I've thought it was at first.

Because I trusted that little envelope so much, I did not count my r4 over again.
Therefore, when other people counted for me, they were marvelling at how miraculous my results was!
Acheiving such grades for individual results, yet such points for my r4!

I was supposed to read the complicated ROWS!
Arghh.

And so, I was posted to a course that I didn't even choose.
And now, I've got to wait for my appeal results to be out.
Hopefully I get into my first or second appeal choices.
Please.

If I've known, I'd not have trusted that little envelope so easily.
Haha.

Secondly, I'd set off the office alarm(think it's burglar) today!

I went to eat lunch with Melissa, and so, no colleagues was with me.
In short, my colleagues went to eat together, other than me.

I arrived back punctually at 2pm, but no one was in the office.
I stepped out of the lift, then it went "RRRRIINGGG!"
Due to shock, I stepped back into the lift again, and went down to the first floor again.

I actually went back to the office again, and CONFIRMED there the alarm was sounded.

Next, I called a colleague, then asked her where they were and such.
She asked if I did step out of the lift and such, and I knew it!
Haiyo.

Somemore, one of the bosses told me that if the alarm was sounded, there was actually a code to stop it.
Which to to do put your arms above your head(like doing the banana dance like that), facing the sensor, and turn 5 rounds.
To think I actually believe him.

Haha.

What a day.

2009-01-30T15:12:00.003+08:00

I'm super pissed off now.
What a mistake to make.
Theirs and mine.
And now, my whole journey's affected.

Oh man, what am I gonna do now?
I suddenly feel so, so, so lost now, that the road I wanna walk just looked and felt so blurred.

I need that guidance from you.
Please.

GOOD NEWS!

2009-01-19T17:35:00.002+08:00

OH YES!

I'm hereby to announce that.......
I'll be free from this WED, 21 Jan - SUN, 1 Feb !!!

due to my company's spring cleaning, CNY celebrations, and such....

Haha.
So, whoever wanna date me out, go ahead!
e.g. Wing's house guitaring,
6B's badminton gathering,
Nad, Me, TH's house going,
etc.

And of course, CNY house visitations!!!!!!

An advance HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all!
Enjoy this very festival! :D

2009-01-19T14:53:00.002+08:00

I was reading through my past revelations book last night(this early morning), before I slept.
I was wondering and thinking through the revelations I had, the experiences I'd went through.
Woah, how much passion I have then.
Woah, how much courage I have then.

And now, I'm so different as to before.

I wanna plug in all over again.
I wanna be rooted all over again.
I wanna grow.

Strengthen me.
I'm really tired.

Family Lunch

2009-01-18T16:30:00.001+08:00

FINALLY, HAD MY FAMILY BUFFET LUNCH @ Sakura Tampines Safra with my family!

It was really a great great time spent with them!
I tell you, the last time I remembered having such family activities, was like such a long, long time ago.

Although it was me paying with my hard-earned money, I was quite happy and glad with it.
It's really this type of relationships I treasure.

Even saw a few friends of mine there with their family too.
What a coincidence, what a small world.

Haha.
Pics to be posted soon!

6B chalet cum gathering

2009-01-16T17:38:00.005+08:00

Went for 6b'04 chalet cum gathering on Wed night, and stayed overnight( it was a very, very last minute decision).

Lots of people have changed, especially the guys!
They've become more matured, know how to take initiative, know how to serve the girls, know how to mingle more with the girls, etc!

In the past, when we organised chalets, gatherings and such, the girls and guys will be separated into two groups - guys one group, girls one group.
Therefore, this is quite a huge change to see!

So, we all chatted, played cards, told ghost stories, shared ghostly experiences, etc!
And, one of the card game was rather fun!

It's really amazing how many people came for it.
A class of 42(if I'm not wrong) in P6, and more than half the class came for the chalet!
P.S. My dear Wei Shan actually forgot the date, and thought it was today!

People who came: YT, Karen, QX, Wing, XY, Jolyn, LQ, Eun, Lut, DP, JW, WC, WQ, Kenneth, Ernest, Yuchi, KC, Mervin, Jonathan, Elton, Sadiq, Colin, Me.
*Sorry if I missed out your name!

But, still got JW, DP, KC, Elton, WC who will still make fun of me even till now!
Haha.

Anyway, it was still great memories! ;)
Pics to be posted soon! =D

2009-01-14T17:47:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I'll have to plan where I wanna go this year.
Be it in studying, or in ministry, there are places I wanna have a breakthrough in for year 2009.

Really thank God for so much blessings - financially, academically, in my family, personal, etc.
Overall, I think so far, I've started this year well!
Hopefully, greater to come!

"Let your yes be yes, and your no no, for whatever that is more than these is from the evil one."

Friendships ;

2009-01-14T16:34:00.002+08:00

What would you use to measure how strong a friendship is?
- One that's gone through quarrels, etc
- One that's always been peaceful
- etc.

Is there something so small, that can arouse such a big misunderstanding?
I seriously don't know.

If it is, then where is the trust, that understanding you all have among each other?

And, I was seriously, seriously shocked by the root of the cause of the problem.
Seriously.

2009-01-14T13:00:00.000+08:00

I've dyed and hairlighted my hair yesterday with Huan, who dyed her hair too!
Was supposed to go out with her and Qi, but in the end, Qi was so anxious about the school of her choice, that she didn't go out with us.
Instead, was practising her erhu and violin at home.

So, me, being so excited to watch the movie I wanna watch, wasn't able to watch it!
Haha.

Video

2009-01-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

A COUPLE video. Haha.

http://www.flashfunpages.com/couple.swf

2009-01-09T17:08:00.003+08:00

I feel like drinking ice milo since 3 days ago, but till now, I've not bought it or made it myself!
Haha.

I felt like drinking almond for so so soooooooo long ago, and finally, I bought a bottle of almond just now during lunch break.
And now, I'm overly bloated!
Haha.

狗眼看人低??

2009-01-09T15:09:00.003+08:00

When I see how materialistic and how selfish some people are, I'd feel so hurt and sad in my heart.
Maybe that's because they need to earn that money, maybe that's because they're in a hurry..

I felt like trying Chewy Junior.
In the end, I decided to buy for my family, 'cos all of us haven't tried it before!

Who knows, when I reached there, the salesperson was just busy promoting to those adults, telling them to buy the box of 9, completing ignoring me. I stood closer and closer to the counter, but he sort-of-like didn't see me at all.
(Maybe I'm shrinking. Haha. SO, I'M GETTING SMALLER AND SMALLER!)

Well, then a lady who was at the right side of the queue, know that me and her guy was queueing at the wrong side, and didn't even bother to inform both of us that we were at the wrong side of the queue.
When the lady before me was done (supposingly my turn), she just cut my queue, and pointed to her guy saying, "The queue this side mah."
Thankfully, her guy still did ask me if I wanna go first.

I let them go first.
So now, I'm queuing behind them.

Since I wasn't in a mood to go and buy it already, I left and went back home.

*I tried uploading the pics in my camera into the office com, but it didn't work!
So, OHMYGOSH, where do I upload it?
I'm left with 20 pics more to take, if not I'll either have to get a new SD memory card, or delete some pics from the camera!

My Personality Style

2009-01-09T11:19:00.001+08:00

Your Personality Style Description:

Relationships play a key role in Chloe's life, she tends to be a very trusting individual, she enjoys making new friends and developing new relationships. She often finds herself involved in many things at once and loves social functions. Chloe enjoys encouraging those around her. People see her as a person who frequently inspires others.

Chloe values close, personal relationships, and she will often put the needs and desires of those who are loyal friends ahead of her own needs. She is an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. Chloe will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in her lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition.Systematic and detailed, Chloe focuses on the process. Others see her as practical and logical. She tends to be sensitive to criticism, but prefers to internalize her emotions rather than expose them. Chloe likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects, because she works hard to meet the standards that are set for her.

Chloe would prefer things stay the same, rather than to risk a new venture (unless it is proven and true). She is typically peaceful and low key, and is usually seen by those around her as a good friend and listener. She tends to adopt a "wait and see" attitude about things, rather than taking charge of a situation, usually preferring to let others take the lead.

Well, what do you guys think? Haha.

2009-01-08T17:25:00.003+08:00

How I long to start afresh.
Since this is a new year, that should start afresh too.
Don't let it affect me, please.

It's been 8 days since the new year started already.
But, I haven't even started on it AT ALL.

How I long to get back.
How I long to start afresh.
All I need is just a little more inner strength.
All I need is just that first push and start.
All I need is that disipline.
Please.

I don't think any of my New Year Resolutions for last year was a success.
A few probably worked here and there.
But, overall, I need that DISCIPLINE, and I CAN'T PROCRASTINATE. Haha.

So, for this year, probably my few resolutions would be:
1. To be anchored firmly in God
2. To have a stronger and better relationship with Him and grow in Him
3. To have discipline
4. To stop procrastinating
5. To have a better relationship with people
6. To spent more time with my family and friends
7. To be stronger spiritually, emotionally, physically, mentally

*I actually had 4 only, but when I just typed and typed, more came to mind. Haha.

P.S. And, I did increase spending more time with my family!
We went for family dinners (which didn't happen for such a long time, for as far as I could remember), went fishing (that explains my burnt & tan) !
I'm loving it too!

Confirmation of release of 'O' level results

2009-01-07T18:02:00.001+08:00

It's confirmed!
The release of 'O' level results will be on
12th Jan,
2pm!

OHMYGOSH!

When's the release of 'O' levels results?

2009-01-07T11:05:00.002+08:00

So many people's telling me that it'd be on the 9th Jan, this coming friday.

But, I don't think this is so.
There're a few reasons to justify this guess of mine.
Haha.

1. Almost all the polys are having their open house somewhen at the guessed date. So, if majority of the students visiting the polys' open house are the students getting their results on the 9th, who'll be going to the open house?
If addition, the results are usually released after open houses of polys.

2. The schools' web and MOE's web would have put up the released date by now.

3. TP's engineering wordpress web put it as 12th Jan, Monday.
http://temasekpoly.wordpress.com/2008/12/31/release-of-o-level-2008-results-2/

4. STOMP's web put it as 12th Jan, Monday.
(I sort-of-can't-find the url) So, if you've got lots of time, you can try searching for it.

Haha.

2009-01-05T10:29:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy, 'cos someone blogged about an issue that I've blogged before.
Haha.

When I saw his blog, I was so shocked, that it was the same thing!
Busy-ness = Business.
Haha.

*At least it's not me alone having that thought. :)

Funny Elf Video of TH, JQ & Me

2009-01-02T16:19:00.002+08:00

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

SUPER FUNNY VIDEO!
Will expire soon!
Watch it!

*If it doesn't work in blogger, try it in my lifejournal!
It works there! :)

2008-12-19T12:06:00.002+08:00

Alright, I've decided to blog.
Who knows, this might be the last time I can blog for this year.
'Cos my computer crashed, and it's still not fixed yet!
And, today is the last day of work for me!
I'm only coming back next year!
Haha.

Btw, IF ANYONE OF YOU KNOWS OF SOMEONE WHO CAN FIX COMPUTERS OR WHAT, AT A CHEAPER PRICE THAN THE MARKET, DO LET ME KNOW!
Thanks many!

I wanna write about so many things at one go!
See how first!
Hhaha.
A super random post!

CHRISTMAS's COMING!
Wohoo~~!