Finally posting again.

I started serving in Children Church Ministry last Sun.
It was really fun!!

The kids there were all so cute, and they'll be attached here and there..
They will just be so attached to you, and want to stay near and around you.
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I finally gotten back the "Spirit of Prayer" yesterday!!
I realised that for last week, I've been neglecting my Father.
I had not been opened up and thus, He can't speak to me, and I can't hear Him.

Really thanks for pulling me back.
I'm just lost somewhere in my life.
Things are just not going smoothly.

But, after I ran back to you again,
falling into your tender and loving arms again,
I felt that there is something different.
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Today, something so embarassing happened to me.
People involved are: Xue Wei, Jia Wee, Wei Chieh and Hui Xian.

Well, shouldn't elaborate much here.. Haha! It's just too embarrassing for me!
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Something shocking happened to me somewhen in school!
I didn't expect such a situation to happen!
Things were just as per normal, only untill "someone" spoke something that saddens "her".

Then, things began to change.
Everyone remained silent.
We continued with our work.

Then, "she" spoke.
"Her" words were just so.... Well, I dunno how to say it...
But, ppl who were more emotional had tears in their eyes.

I really want to thank "her" for pulling me back from wanting to give up that subject.
If not for her, I think I won't be hanging there till now.
I would have given up.

I really hope that you can still strive together with us.
Don't let this incident be a obstacle to you whether you will still continue.....

I really hope that you will stay with us ALL THE WAY, till we all GRADUTE!!!
Really hope so, and Thank you!!

*Well, I can't say much things here. But really hope that some miracles will happen, that's going to help save this situation? Please God...

♥ 10:18 PM

Well, just wanna write bout yesterday and today.
Haha!

Saw Jessie on the bus, when I'm on my way to school.
Then she told me to wait, cuz she's got down the bus way b4 me.
Didn't know that she wanted to wait for Sengie.

Well, the choice is hers.
Whether to choose the good, or the bad.
Good is a CHOICE!
It's all for her to choose... The choices are just right in front of her.
I believe that she's choosen the bad.

Well, after school, went shopping with Jessie at the pasar malam at 900+ there..

Really felt that I'm starting to know her ALL OVER again!!
Felt that she's really change a lot!

It's been a long time since I had such a good time talking to her.

I broke my fast at the pasar malam. It was those food. Since I dun often have the chance to go to pasar malams, I thought that it was ok~~

But, I'm just left with another 3 hours 30 mins before I can break the fast!
Just a few more hours to go...

And now, I'll have to start all over the next day!!

I blessed Jessie.
You're blessed to be a blessing.

Knew that my Heavenly Father has always been blessing me, empowering me.

We shared Honey Chicken Chop. Then she wanted to have a bottle of Nescafe that costs only $0.50. Wasn't that cheaper than the normal prices?? Haha! She had that while I had a bottle of aloe vera with "forget-what" already..

Then we walked around Big Bookshop searching for the Geography Textbooks that we'll really need! It was out-of-stock everywhere, since the syllabus is going to change next week, thus, no more books of this edition is going to be published! How are we going to study??

But, believing God that miracles will happen...

After all these, we went home, then I went out with Si Qi and Jia Hui for our "family" dinner at East Point. Haha!

They ate Roti Prata, while I didn't eat anything, cuz saving up $$...
Then shopped around. Jia Hui bought a sweater at I.P. Zone. So Expensive!!!!
Then went to look for the look-alike-Addidas-watch that I've been eyeing, at Basement 1.

Then went to shop again. My legs were like aching from all the walking!!
Saw a "cake"? shop. Bought Durian Puddings, that tasted like Durian Cakes(JH and SQ say).

But, I think it tasted very very nice!!!!! Long time no eat durian le.. Dreaming to eat 1, or sth that has sth to do with Durians. And....

My dream/wish came true!!! Haha!

By the time i reached home, it was already bout 9 sth. And still got alot things haven't do. Anyway, stopping here for the yesterday's 1.. haha!!

The truth... (just knew it)

The truth was that Jason did come on Sat!!!!!

But why? Why didn't he meet up with me? --> That's the problem.

Too ashame to meet me? ...........

I guess I'll nv know....

♥ 9:59 PM

Hmmm... Back here again!!

Well, wanna talk about yesterday first.

The BEGINNING of the day was okay.

But, for the first lesson, I already got very irritated and angry with my IPW group members. Our discussionS was useless, things are just not getting solved.

There's this guy who always "so-called" make the decisions for the designs.
And when he asked me to paste two pieces of the wood pieces together, I was still doing some other things, but yet he said, "Wa lao, everything i do want lor!!!"

It's like... No one FORCED him to do anything that's out of his will.
Did I not do anything?? I had to do the mind-map and research, etc...!

Well, for the next lesson, we've got MT.
We were told to write a compo of more than 400 words, something that we've not tried before!!

And the topic was something that we all experienced in our daily lives, but yet we mostly don't think much of it at all.

The topic was "Yin Wei Ai, Suo Yi Yuan Liang(Because of love, we forgive)".
But true to say, it's really a very good topic to write about!

Don't you think so??

• We'll forgive someone of something that he've done wrong because we love him!
• But still, forgiving takes time!

And also, someone from the HMT class started crying when she heard about this topic.

• It must have been because of her breaking up with her BF.

Again, RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS~~~

Well, and I can say that the whole table almost got flooded!!!! She was lying and crying at the same time. And when she raised her head, almost the whole table was wet!!

Well, I believe that it's been a period of time after the break-up. But yet, she still sort-of-like-can't accept the fact...?

All I can say is, God doesn't wants us to face heartbreaks after heartbreaks. So, why should we go against His will??

Had Maths Peer tutoring. But, ppl from CO were allowed to leave earlier due to the short performance by the pupils from China, one of the Chinese Instrumental Playing School(I dunno name of the school).

They were really great! Their actions and movements were neither exagerated nor too small. And it was really smooth, and flows with the music.

Well, to cut the story short, after CO practice(got practise with Ding Lao Shi as well as the Percussion), went for make-up Bible Study given by Wei Ting.

The atmosphere was like down.? Things were just sort-of not smooth, like when we are reading a verse or sth like that.

I was really glad that someone who was a backslider may be coming back. He's in my class, and he's also from CHC.

But, heard that he's doing it for a girl. Really hoped that he can find the purpose in his life.

P.S. Although there may be ppl from 2e6 reading this, and they may complain bout it, but, it's a fact that i can't deny.

♥ 10:22 PM

♥ 10:16 PM

Yo ppl~~

Long time no blog le... Haha! But done a lot of changes to my blog.. Got to know how to put a tagboard and editing those links, but still not done nicely yet.. Haha!!

Well, for this week or so, things hasn't been going smoothly for me.

But, thank God that He's placed those friends around me, who's been helping me when I need them. Altough those friends are not Christians, I really believe that sooner or later, they are going to be saved.

This week too, has been quite tiring for me. Projects just come in and in! It's just like it's never-ending. There's IPW, Home Eco, Aces, English...

The gruop that I'm in for IPW are just so without teamwork. No one wanted to do the research, mind-map, etc... And so, the job's pushed around. And in the end, I gotta do it.

It took me days and nights, hours and minutes, but still, I haven't finish it.

It made me realised that TEAMWORK IS REALLY IMPORTANT!

In a particular group, the workload of the person/ people who don't contribute will have to be distributed to the others. And this will result in an increase in the workload of the others.

So, whatever you do, although it may benefit you, it may still affect the people around you, working with you.

God bless.

♥ 12:26 PM

Went to Service today, and not yesterday, due to the SYF OC, which is wasting some of my time... Haha!! There's some very interesting parts, like the aeroplanes(fly past and ppl flying it)[Got difference 1 hor!!], the Band Display... Haha!!

The two friends who were supposed to come both did not turn up. One of them got something cropping up, I think. While the other 1(my friend), was giving EXCUSES that he's sick, tired, etc..

I really got soooooooooo FED UP!!!! It's like a waste of my sms-es, $$, time toking to him, explaining to him.. He submitting to his flesh and not to his SPIRIT!! He's some1 who said this yet do it the other way round. Can't trust him anymore!!!! That guy, had not kept his word, lied to me, and thus, it all went down the drain...

That's because he's broken the trust that I've had in him.

So, ppl, KNOW THE IMPORTANCE OF TRUST, when some1 have this trust in you, believes in you, don't ever break it!!!!!

"Once broken, it's considered sold." Just a saying that suddenly came into my mind as i talked about this "friendship". Ppl, just take this in mind, and reflect on whether this has been the way you've abused the trust that ppl have in you?? Reflect.

Well, anyway, continuing my journey, today's sermon was really GREAT!!!

"Holding on to your visions", was really something that I really need, to lead my group!!

"A man without a vision is a man without a future." It justs sounds so right!!!! Really thanks God for this! It all just came at the right time!

And, that's this annoiting ?session? that Pastor Tan and Pastor Derek prayed for Leaders and Helpers.
I was crying and crying... The tears just flowed out naturally, and I was like... couldn't control it!! Well, just God's love for us flowing out..

Well, it's my first time stepping out there for Pastor(s) to pray for us. At first, I was really scared. But, I overcame it.

God asked me to just go and not think about anything right now and not to be afraid, for now, you're in the House of The Lord, and to believe that you'll receive the annoiting.

Praise God!!! I followed His words!! And I received the annoiting!!! If not, it's going to be 1 of the greastest regrets I gonna have... Haha!!

After this, went to have a meal with Vincent and Hui Ting, from POS, who sat beside me during Service at Malan La Mian. Haha!!

Then, went for the interview for serving in the Children's Church Ministry, the ministry that I wanna serve in!!!

Guess what?? I got in!!! And I may have to start next week?? Haha! My duties right now, would be to fetch the children to Church, and during the Service(on Sunday).

I will have to attend MIC(Ministry Introductory Class) from the 23 July, 3.30pm to 5pm.
I will also have to bring along a photo of myself and also $5.50 for the tag.

$$$$$$$$$..... Haiz.......

After, the interview, went looking for the room for Getting Started(GS)'s Bible Study(BS)'s room. Just couldn't find it!
Went to ask this man who was out scanning card for attendance, and realised that there's NO class for GS on Sun!!!!!! Argh!!

Then, went to look for Denise they all to help Denise move house. I've really had a great time there too!! Her new house was not bad! It's quite cosy! That's a sense of HOME!! Haha!!

After the shifting from the Bedok to Chai Chee, we went to eat, and fellowshipped there. It's was great!! Really enjoyed myself!!

The shifting was done very, very quickly!! Guess it was due to "More hands make light work." or maybe can change to "More hands make FAST work." Haha!!

Well, I just wanna say something here...

I knew this DESPO guy from the web.
I felt so stupid in giving him my number.
Really regret it.

He's just so DIGUSTING and MUSHY!!!
Keep saying "I love you.", when I dun even know him!!!
Just make my hair stand.
So, DESPO!!
Guys, there's NO need for that!!
There's NEVER a lack of time for that thing now.
You'll have it in times to come.

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♥ 11:46 PM