LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
LOVE

The greatest of all.


School later is just gonna be an hour.
Finally, lunch with Eun, Yun and maybe Fenn! :D

♥ 1:40 AM

醉赤壁 - JJ Lin


落叶堆积了好几层 而我踩过青春
听见前世谁在泪语纷纷

一次缘份结一次绳 我今生还在等一世
就只能有一次的认真

确认过眼神 我遇上对的人
我挥剑转身 而鲜血如红唇
前朝记忆渡红尘 伤人的不是刀刃
是你转世而来的魂

确认过眼神 我遇上对的人
我策马出征 马蹄声如泪奔
青石板上的月光照进这山城
我一路的跟 你轮回声 我对你用情极深

洛阳城旁的老树根 像回忆般延伸
你问 经过是谁的心跳声

我拿醇酒一坛饮恨 你那千年眼神是我
醉醉坠入赤壁的 伤痕

确认过眼神 我遇上对的人
我挥剑转身 而鲜血如红唇
前朝记忆渡红尘 伤人的不是刀刃
是你转世而来的魂

确认过眼神 我遇上对的人
我策马出征 马蹄声如泪奔
青石板上的月光照进这山城
我一路的跟 你轮回声 我对你用情极深

确认过眼神 我遇上对的人
我策马出征 马蹄声如泪奔
青石板上的月光照进这山城
我一路的跟 你轮回声 我对你用情极深
我一路的跟 你轮回声 我对你用情极深

我还想她 - JJ Lin

泪水将我淹没 到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉 这段感情
我才终于明白 办不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎 狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下 当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我才终于明白 办不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她 笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎 狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下 当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎 狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下 当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她 我还想她 就让沉默代替所有回答


黑武士 - JJ Lin


有了天空 为何世界 还有 地心引力
有了希望 为何绝望 还是 如影随形
有了勇氣 就让哭泣 埋葬过去
去写一种历史 名字叫奇迹

如果恐惧就像火炬 那就让它沸腾我血液
帶到我绝地 喔
我才能完全 觉醒

在黑暗 的对面 是光明
光明 后面 是阴影
正义 邪恶 是谁 有权 定义

再命运 的前面 我怀疑
再面具 后面 铁一般決心
光荣的牺牲 也是种荣誉

不怕人说 不要人懂 我要证明
明天我的姓名 将会是传奇

如果恐惧就像火炬 那就让它沸腾我血液
带到我绝地 喔
我才能完全 觉醒

在黑暗 的对面 是光明
光明 后面 是阴影
正义 邪恶 是谁 有权 定义

再命运 的前面 我怀疑
再面具 后面 铁一般決心
光荣的牺牲 也是种荣誉

失败会设下陷阱 沒有胜利会发出邀请
只有我自己 喔
能夠还我自己 公平
还我自己 公平

在黑暗 的对面 是光明
光明 后面 是阴影
正义 邪恶 是谁 有权 定义

再命运 的前面 我怀疑
再面具 后面 铁一般決心
要扭转命运 最后的反击

Labels: JJ Lin, song, video

♥ 9:47 PM

Some fast facts about the quizzes I did in FB yesterday.

How Many Girl/Boy Friends Before Your Marriage?
--> One and The Only.
I like this result!

Who Is Your Mystery Date?
--> Nick Jonas

What Is Your TRUE Age?
--> You are a Typical 40 years old
Can you believe it?!?!?! Hahaha!

♥ 1:38 AM

"Hypocrite" : (taken from dictionary.com)
1. a person who pretends to have virtues, moral or religious beliefs, principles, etc., that he or she does not actually possess, esp. a person whose actions belie stated beliefs.
2. a person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.


Are we someone like that?
Probably.

As we are going through life, at a point of time, we may be going through this "stage".
We may not even know we are like that at that point in time.

俗语说 : "旁观者清，在局者迷。"
Isn't it true that you, being someone involved in a situation, you are not fully aware of what's going on.
But yet, an outsider, who sees the situation from outside, thus meaning that he sees a much clearer picture, is much clearer as to what's going on.


Stand still.
Stop looking around.
Think. You are given brains to do that.
Don't let what other people said to you take you over.
Causing you to lose your own mindset, your own thinkings.
Hold on to your beliefs, be steady.

There can be people stabbing you at the back.
Are you hurt?
YES, YOU MAY BE/YES, YOU ARE.

It depends on how strong you are to get through it.

If 2 or more people get stabbed at the same time, the more you all can pull through it together.
'Cos no matter what, it's still the more the people holding on together, the more the strength, the more the encouragements, the more they can pull through.


Yes, I'm hurt.
But I know I will pull through it.
I'm not gonna let this HUGE grey cloud cover this rainbow.


P.S. Be quick to forgive.
Seriously got to thank God for friends who are still around.
Learnt to count my blessings.

P.P.S I DON'T LIKE LOL.
I get pissed off with that word easily.
If you use LOL on me in msn, I may have this temptation to just close the conversation and not talk for a while.
If it's in real life, you may see my face respond to it quickly.
If it's in smses, I may not reply it very quickly.
It all depends.
Haha.



It's amazing how the numbers at the hits are jumping,
and how many online users are reading my blog.

This shows that a lot of people are not tagging!
Let me know your presence yeah, even if you're a passerby! Haha.

♥ 1:28 AM

♥ 6:05 PM

Don't use me as a carpet, using it to dry your feet, then throwing it away.
Don't use me as a bridge, dismantling it after you've crossed over the river.
And that's called 过河拆桥.


Seriously, I don't know what's wrong.
Everything happened so quickly.
And suddenly, I'm like....

Guess Wing was the first to see how angry, agitated and sad I was over this.
She actually suggested me to TUG the carpet and make the person fall over me!
This is kinda lame, but it was seriously funny the way we said it in real life!

Really had a goody good talk with her after school.
Walked from school to TM, went to Popular, went to Mac, had a good chat there.
Thanks for your suggestions and sharing! :D
YOU'RE AWESOME too!


Finally, EngDraw and EngLab is over!

♥ 9:02 PM

Yes, I forgive.
Yes, I let go.



God loves me.
Yes, I know.

It's released.
It's over.
His blood has washed away everything and made me clean and whole.

I'm not going to struggle with it anymore.

♥ 2:03 PM

Wing is SERIOUSLY making me fall in love with him man!

And yeah, thursday wasn't a good day for me.
Seriously, I'm disappointed.

Came back home still must take this nonsense from my sister.
And this hurts me a lot.


期望越高，失望越大。
--> Direct translation : The higher the expectations, the bigger(higher) the disappointment.
Indeed, this is true.



And wing, we very got 缘分 hor, even though we boarded the same bus to school, we didn't manage to meet each other.
Instead, we met after school, when you were just walking by, then went to the same canteen for lunch, seated table beside table!
Haha.

And yeah, NANCHOS from PHUA! Muahahaha!

Labels: admire, disappointments, family, friends, people, random

♥ 1:25 AM

Step and I.
Lina, Nisah, Suaidah, Julia.

Nisah, Tatcha, Step

Tim.

Ralph.
Marcus and Step.

Marcus and Han Yan!

Bernice, Tim and Ralph.
The guys trying to act sissy.
Teletubbies?!?! - Kiang Chee, Guo Zhong, Sam, Alex, Chester.

Wed,
Pic during our businessfund lec, taken by lecturer somemore! Haha.

The PM was great at JW on Tues!
Really mindblowing, and touched!

Even though I was seriously tired, and I reached home like super late, I'm seriously happy that I WENT!!!!!!

Although I can tell that my mum wasn't really happy that I was home so late, I was real honest telling her that I went Jurong Church. She didn't mention much, just told me not to be that late next time!!!
Praise the Lord!

Being filled all over again, and God's presence was really there!
New dreams, new visions.
Gonna hold on to it this time, not wanting to fall back again, after I spent so long getting back.

Dr. Nikko is just so great!
Indeed, a man who's obedient to God, doing great things for God.

ARGHH!

Labels: church, family., fun, God, k905, pics

♥ 12:35 AM

ALEXANDER RYBAK - FAIRYTALE
A super talented guy, who sings powerfully, plays the violin very, very COOLY, and really charismatic!
The song was written and composed by him as well! :D
Enjoy!

Years ago, when I was younger,
I kinda liked a girl I knew.
She was mine and we were sweethearts,
That was then but then it's true.

I'm in love with a Fairytale,
Even though it hurts.
Cause I don't care if I lose my mind,
I'm already cursed.

Every day we started fighting,
Every night we fell in love.
No one else could make me sadder,
But no one else could lift me high above

I don't know what I was doing,
When suddenly, we fell apart
Nowadays, I cannot find her
But when I do, we'll get a brand new start

I'm in love with a Fairytale,
Even though it hurts.
Cause I don't care if I lose my mind,
I'm already cursed.

She's a Fairytale,
Yeah....
Even though it hurts.
Cause I don't care if I lose my mind,
I'm already cursed.


COLDPLAY - YELLOW

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all "Yellow".
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow".

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow".
Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all "Yellow".
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow".
Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know
For you I'd bleed myself dry
For you I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.




Wing was trying to intro me to this song, because of the meaningful lyrics.
I told Wing I didn't know this song at all.
In the end, I've heard this song for like don't know how many times, not knowing who sang it, and what's the title of it.
Think Coldplay is gonna be my next love.
:D Haha.

Labels: video

♥ 1:44 AM

Thanks Yan Zhi, for your wonderful gift yesterday!
It's super practical, and I love practical gifts! :D



Today, I'm gonna talk about this wonderful pal, friend, buddy, whatever I can call her, Miss Kok Tsz Wing!

THANK YOU, AND I LOVE YOU! :D :D

Love,

Your Dearest SADIST.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

P.S. I really went to dig the pics we've taken, but couldn't find much!

And, where's those we took at the community centre sooooo sooooooo long ago one?!

I WANT THEM!!! Haha.

INDEED...

- "Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, impossible to forget."

- "A best friend is like a clover leaf, hard to find and lucky to have."

- "Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us."

- "Good friends are like stars... You don't always see them, but you know they are always there."

Labels: blessed, friends, Love, people, Thanks

♥ 10:51 PM

The two dramatic guys.

Couple look.

Julia and I.

Li Rong and I.

Then, out with Nad!
Great time catching up with you! Haha.

This is a seriously nice dessert to have man. :D

JJ Lin Jun Jie - Cries in a distance. A meaningful, touching and nice song.

Labels: class, joy, k905, laughter, pics, touched, video

♥ 8:44 PM

Dear Mum,
A Happy Mother's Day to you, Mum!
Thanks for always being by my side, being so forgiving, always tolerating my nonsense and my wilfulness.
Seriously,
I know you may not get to see this anyway, but you may, someday.

I know things hasn't been going well for you these past months in the family, at your work.
Financially, business-wise, relationship, etc.
The finance problems of the family are already making your head so big already, what's more to say, providing the needs of the family.

Thanks for sharing with me what you're going through. It's been a long, long time since we'd done such sharing.
I know the family is going through a lot at this period, including your relationship with dad, and you don't want to worry the three of us. That's why you don't say much to us.
But well, we're a family.
I'm sure we can share and talk it out.

Just wanna say that you'll have my support in those new changes that we're gonna face!
We shall remain a family too!
I love you, Mum.


I thank God for a Mum like her, though facing a lot, she's strong.
She's determined and responsible.
She chose to stay on.

Please God, protection come upon her.

Labels: family, mum

♥ 6:15 PM

Seriously, I feel like giving everything up.
But, I know I can't just stop here. There's still so long a route I'm gonna walk.

I'm really tired.
And yeah, when you are too much a giver at times, you'll be worn out sooner or later.
I think I'm quite a taker also, especially when it comes to material possessions.
I think I'd be able to count how little I've given to others.
And how much I've taken from others, especially in FOOD.


This is where I'm always blessed at.
Haha.

I thank God for friends like Kenneth and Li Yun, standing by and helping me as much as you can! Thanks a lot ah, Kenneth! Haha.
I thank God for someone like Wui An too, listening to my nonsense! :D Haha.

No matter what, I shall still be positive about life.
There's bound to be a way out. I know.

P.S. I just feel like crying everything out, and lean on someone else's strong shoulders.

I just want You Jesus.
I just want You my Lord.

♥ 6:57 PM