Labels: admire, ah gong, dedication, Love, proud

♥ 11:59 PM

Just came back from visiting my ah gong, and my uncle about an hour or so ago..

To think my ah gong who was didn't open his eyes at all actually it today!
He can recognise me, my sis and my bro!
My mum told me my ah gong only got like the most, another 1 week to live only.

As for my uncle, he's really in great pain.
He was like yelling here and there.

Labels: ah gong, uncle

♥ 5:46 PM

So many things happened, just within a day?

Firstly, great time with family yesterday, as we had our first ever major delivery! Haha.

Secondly, think my ipod's spoilt now. ):
'Cos I didn't wait for it to finish sychronising, and I'm greatly saddened by it.
Anyone knows how I can get it fixed?

Thirdly, a lot of things happened in school.
Especially Jia Qi.
I tell you, I went mad during physics. - XW and HH can testify to that man.

Next, went for prac at NHCO.
Didn't know WX and Ber are from CHC also.
But well, they do give peoplel the impression that they are Christians.
Haha.
COOL ah, Ber?!
FELLOWSHIP!
Haha.

Well, came back, skipping challenge became a problem somehow.
Well, don't wanna talk so much about it.



School this week was hectic.
Real hectic man.
And this is only the first week. What more to say the remaining weeks?

We stayed back till at least 4.30pm.
Back home, we need to rush sooooooooo much homework!

Chinese Competition blog is also undone.
AH WING, WE'LL NEED TO RUSH!!!
MY GOSH!
God, please give me the strength, and the anointing for the ideas.

I need to 'move it, move it'.
I need to have discipline.
I need to force myself to study!
I like the beginning of Integration for amaths.

I want to go and run, swim, gym, play BB!
I want to eat durians!
I want to SLEEP!


NHCO's performance is next sat, at Pasir Ris Elias CC, time during early afternoon.
Guest Performer!
Haha.


I WANNA CRY IT ALL OUT.



I FOUND RACHAEL HO YOU JUAN - my LONGLOST BUDDY.
Happy to see me again?
I know you are.
Don't need to pretend you're not.
Haha.

Labels: feelings, happenings, sad

♥ 12:23 AM

Granddad and First Uncle were both hospitalized at the same time yesterday night.
They went into the same hospital, stayed on the same floor, was in the same ward, just across each other.

In real life, they stayed just next to each other, and now, even in the hospital, they are just nearby.
My mum said it's just such... an irony?

Well, both conditions were rather serious.

One suddenly had a fever, after the other one had his body temperature back, after losing it.
My mum made it sound so scary.

Too bad I can't go and see them.
It's all too sudden.

Labels: ah gong, family, worries

♥ 7:34 PM

I've really got lots to say.

Have been thinking a lot since last night.

There are so many truths that I don't know, until Mdm Yue talked about some things, such as the right brain, 'the eye', etc.

Even though I slept at 3am plus today, I felt like I actually slept for only 1+ hour, for I was actually quite awake, throughout the sleep.
It's one of the worse nights that I've ever had.

I finally understood what it meant by things, problems, just coming, and coming into your brain, that led you to thinking about it.
I've always heard people talk about this, yet, I, myself, had always thought, "Hey, you must have been thinking a lot."
But, till today, I realised, it's not them thinking so much. It's just that the things will just pop up, and appear in your brain........


Something to think about (From Ms.Chua) :


So, what does it mean?

The 3 pots of water went through the same adversities, and situations.
In different pots, with different items, they become different things in the end.


I'm sure you guys know what I'm talking about.




Stress level is increasing.
I wanna go run, go play BB, go swim, go gym, go eating spree!!!!!!!!
Till now, no partner.

Anyone?



Sorry Wing, your dedication post has to be drag.
But, you're still important to me yeah! Haha.

Labels: stress, thoughts

♥ 6:46 PM

In life, we face a lot of problems.
In life, we face this thing called death.

People come and people go.
When it's time, they'll just leave.

Had a small chat with mum this morning, before going to bed (I slept at 3am) .
Though it was short, it was good.

I came to know of situation from my maternal family's side.
Some serious, some cute and funny, some happy.

Anson was really cute, with what he did.
Cousin Ah Bee is getting married.
Granddad, and First Uncle, as well as Small Uncle - serious.

Just had to be prepared for anything that may be coming along the way.


Once, First Uncle suddenly began biting his own tongue all of a sudden, and he seemed like he's in a trance or something like that.
Luckily, my cousin who went to check on him, saw this, and screamed, and everyone came rushing in to stop him.

When he finally came beck to his right mind, he said he don't know what went on just now.
And, he can't remember a thing.
My mum told me that it was the 牛头马面, coming to take his life (my mum isn't a believer yet), and my uncle was just fighting back.

He's still alive now, but he's really weak physically, and he's also very skinnier.


As for my ah gong, it was in the year 2004, when I was in primary 6, when he was diagnosed with a cancer, he really fought a real good battle against it, and he won.
This year, another big incident happened, and he won the battle too.

And now, he's just getting weaker and skinnier day by day.
The doc said we can only take a step by a step each day.


As for my smallest uncle, it's due to his lifestyle, and he's diagnosed with liver cirrhosis.




Life is just so vulnerable.
Anything can happen to anyone.

Really treasure whatever you have.
Don't wait till it's all too late.

Labels: ah gong, family, life, people

♥ 3:47 PM

Spent almost half the day tidying up the house, shifting and arranging the furniture that Aunt has given to us.

We had:
- Television
- A small dressing table
- TV console
- Small bookshelf
- Shoe-sofa thingy



Another thing, was a bigger TV console, it's super heavy, and my mum feels it's a junk.
Like a thing that won't be of any use.

But, I actually felt that thing could be a 'computer table', but a short one, where you'll just sit on the floor.
SO COOL lor.



But, in the end, it wasn't brought back to the house.






As for my revelation on Glass, it happened when...........


Well, I was actually waiting for something, when I moved the bookshelf, that actually contained a piece of glass on one of its shelf, and it fell onto the ground, and broke into pieces.



So, I removed the larger broken pieces.
As I was picking it up, I accidentally cut my finger, but, it wasn't painful at all!
Then I realised that when the glass broke, some smaller pieces actually cut my feet, and same, it wasn't painful at all!



So, I came to know that something called GLASS, that looked so innocent on the outside, could actually caused you to get hurt.



Well, it's just random, and I really don't know how to say it here. :X


Some rather cool stuffs Nicole sent me:

Labels: friends, random, revelation, sayings

♥ 7:42 PM

My sis trying to show her cuteness:

Labels: nice, pics, shopping, video

♥ 3:37 AM

A GREAT camp, where I got to know more people, and gained knowledge on so many things.

Like ushering, I used to think it was easy.
But, through the brief training, it wasn't as easy as I'd thought it was.
There are simple things that you'll have to follow, but it's not easily done.

Well, pics time!!!!

For those who wants the pics, you can go to :
http://s307.photobucket.com/albums/nn298/CatQueen_1992/MOE%20Music%20Camp%202008



On Monday, 16th June 2008 :

Our spider web game ;


The girls from Orchestra B - Chu Ying, Soo Cheng, me;


Everyone + Mr. Lim ;



On Friday, 20th June 2008:

Me and Yi Yan ;


Me, Yi Yan, Jass, and Nicole - we were all together last year ;


Juniors who represented our school - Freddy, Yi Ting, Darren ;


The guys who're trying to act gayish ;


During reception :

Me and Soo Cheng ;


Jass, Me, Soo Cheng ;


Apple and I ;




Vick (he loves to open his mouth) and I ;


Me and Berlinda - she's a great girl;



Art! haha.


Just nice! (:




Me and Melvin ;


Nicole, Soo Cheng, Ek Jun, Me, Vick ;



Me, Yi Yan, Melvin ;


Nicole, Me, Melvin ;


Nicole, Yi Yan, me ;


Yan Ru and I ;


Not to forget, my Cello family last year,

Qiao Ni (Daughter), Me (Mother), Nicole (Father).
Saw Chris aka 'Maria' (the only guy last year), but didn't get the chance to really talk to him.

My CELLO FAMILY last year:

Father : Nicole
Mother : Chloe
First Daughter : Han Qi
Second Daughter : Qiao Ni
Third Daughter : Hyeri
Maria : Chris

P.S. Actually, I forgot if I was the mother and father, and so did Nicole!

I MISS THEM SO!


Random shots :

The person taking happen to take this ;


We happen to open our mouths at the same time (supposing to take Orchestra A's people - trick) ;


Julian (looks like Edmond) and I ;




Joel and Vick acting ;


Yan Ru - ?? ;





A beautiful background ;


COOL pic! Melvin just walked out, and it turned out like this!


Group shots :






We even got a Certificate.

Well, just sad to say that it's all over.
But, I feel that we will have a chance to work together again!

For those who wants the pics, you can go to :

http://s307.photobucket.com/albums/nn298/CatQueen_1992/MOE%20Music%20Camp%202008/

Labels: bonding, fun, great, happy, MOE camp, people, pics

♥ 11:54 PM