Go people, go watch this VIDEO - http://www.cultureunplugged.com/play/1081/Chicken-a-la-Carte#videoDetail
It's a true story. Hopefully, it can inspire you and bring a revelation to you somehow.


I was just thinking about the love between people, human beings for the past week or so, 'cos something hit me real hard about it, as to what I see and feel.
Even people from the same roots, from the same 'house', from a same 'whatever-you-call-it-place' ('cos I don't know how to explain it), there are dislikes, wrong impressions and etc that caused 'something', and probably relationships to be broken down.

If we don't really know someone, are we right to just judge them, condemn them, based on what we've heard about them, or on what we've seen them done just based on first impression?

A lot of people would probably have gone through this, or done this.
Seriously, I myself had done it also.
But now, I seriously don't wanna go through it, or do it anymore. 'Cos I understand that not-very-good feeling of it.

If only people can be unjudgemental, uncondemning; if only people can show more love, show more care and patience in wanting to know more, getting to know that particular someone; if only people can just put on a smile on their faces to show interest, then, can strong, solid relationships be built?

I think it's a YES.
Just the love for people.

1 Cor 13:4-7, 8(a), 13 (NIV)
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.
And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.


And so coincidentally, during the meeting yesterday, it was talking about LOVE as well!
Seriously, we got to deal with it.
Really, anything can fail us, human intellectual, pride, self thinking, etc, it all can fail us, bring disappointment to us, but yes-ly and surely, LOVE NEVER FAILS.


It can be something that can seem so simple.
But it isn't something that's so easy to practise, to do, to attain.
It's not a task that you can just fulfill like that.

It takes effort, it takes time, it takes your heart.

Labels: Love, people, revelation, thoughts

♥ 9:45 PM

Thanks Yan Zhi, for your wonderful gift yesterday!
It's super practical, and I love practical gifts! :D



Today, I'm gonna talk about this wonderful pal, friend, buddy, whatever I can call her, Miss Kok Tsz Wing!

THANK YOU, AND I LOVE YOU! :D :D

Love,

Your Dearest SADIST.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

P.S. I really went to dig the pics we've taken, but couldn't find much!

And, where's those we took at the community centre sooooo sooooooo long ago one?!

I WANT THEM!!! Haha.

INDEED...

- "Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, impossible to forget."

- "A best friend is like a clover leaf, hard to find and lucky to have."

- "Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us."

- "Good friends are like stars... You don't always see them, but you know they are always there."

Labels: blessed, friends, Love, people, Thanks

♥ 10:51 PM

Happy Easter '09 everyone! :D

Had really great time spent for this Easter!

Labels: celebration, friends, Love, people, pics

♥ 7:34 PM

This was what I found as I was searching for some stuffs on Youtube!

PRSSCO Graduation Video '08 - Made by Tricia.


It brought quite a lot of memories back yeah.



I was just thinking through what my love language would be, and I tried doing a real simple test.
Well, here's my results:

I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Language is Quality Time

My Detailed Results:
Quality Time:	10
Acts of Service:	8
Words of Affirmation:	7
Physical Touch:	3
Receiving Gifts:	2

About this quiz

Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.

Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.

Take the Quiz!
Check out the Book

Labels: Love, PRSSCO, quiz, video

♥ 2:17 AM

Finally, I collected my phone yesterday!
It took them 1 week and 5 days to be ready, while the operator at first told me that it'd take 1 week only.
And, it was 2 weeks later, till collection.

The malu thing was, I didn't know how to open the battery part and the memory card part!
Therefore, I got the person to help me open the battery part out.

As for the memory card part, I wanted to try doing it myself, but to no avail.
I poke, pulled, scratched, etc.

When meeting Mar, she was shocked to see those markings at the memory card part, and after trying for super long, we both decided to give up.

Upon reaching Esplanade's main concert hall, I was so SHOOOCCCKKKKED!
I saw Wong Li Yun and her family!
It's like so fated, can.
Before this, I even called her to ask how to remove the memory card from the memory card holder there, and she was like explaining.

When we both saw each other, we went "EHHHH!" , then walked towards each other, and we were laughing like mad, unstoppable and uncontrollable.
REALLY SUPER COMICAL.

Even after separating from her, we met like how many times along the pathways we walked.
Despite walking in a different direction, we still met here and there.


Well, went to watch Beautiful Sunday concert.
This time, it was PRSSCO (which I'm very proud of), NYJCO, Ruan Ensemble.

TO ALL JUNIORS of PRSSCO:



After the concert, went to have dinner with Mar and XH.
Can you believe it? It was actually my first time out with them!

Anyway, it was a great time spent with them.
We had good food, good fun.
QUALITY TIME spent.

Took lots of pics, including funny, unglam, lame, etc.
Our video, which shows so many things!
Haha.

Well, will post the pics asap too, if possible!

Let's grow this friendship together!

Labels: enjoyable, friends, fun, joy, lame, Love, shopping

♥ 12:26 PM

Till now, we've only spoken a word to each other.
I said, "..... ."
She replied, "Hmmm."

Think this is the 'coldest war' we've had so far.

Really Lord, Your perfect love covers all my fears.

I know that the more trials and tribulations I go through,
the more He's gonna mould my character,
the more I will do for the kingdom of God.


Let my life be Your clay, mould me in Your ways.


My God reigns, His love will never fail me
My God reigns, He's ruling over all
In all my life, in every situation, I know
My God is greater
My God is over all


No words can express the deepest of my heart now.
I shall walk out of the valley of dry bones!

Labels: God, Love, Thanks

♥ 9:50 AM

I love their stunts.

I loved the fireworks too.

The NDP is indeed going from glory to glory.


Shine for Singapore - Hady Mirza

Have you seen a star,
One that guides you no matter where you are?
However vast the sky may be
Or dark it seems
You can be sure,
Its always there for you and me.

Have you heard a song,
One that moved you, one that made you sing along?
Your dreams and hopes will all come true
If you believe that every vision begins with you.

*Shine for Singapore
This is your song
Deep inside your heart where it belongs
It'll always stay, strive for your goals.
You will achieve with visions so bold.

#Shine for Singapore
This is our song
Reach out for the sky, far and beyond
As one we'll stand, we're Singapore
It's here that we belong

Nowhere I'd rather be, this is home to me
This star shines strong and free
Have you seen a star,
One that guides you no matter where you are?
Hoever vast the sky may be
Or dark it seems
You can be sure,its always there for you and me

Have you heard a song,
One that moved you, one that made you sing along?
Your dreams and hopes will all come true
If you believe that every vision begins with you.

*Shine for Singapore
This is your song
Deep inside your heart where it belongs
It'll always stay, strive for your goals.
You will achieve with visions so bold.

#Shine for Singapore
This is our song
Reach out for the sky, far and beyond
As one we'll stand, we're Singapore
It's here that we belong

Nowhere I'd rather be, this is home to me
This star shines strong and free


I just want to say, that I love Singapore.

Labels: Birthday, Love, random, song, thoughts

♥ 10:30 PM

Had a rather fast day in school.

Went to visit and pass Octopus her homework after school with Someone.
Her toe was bandaged and was so..... Haha.

Her BOYFRIEND has become mine!
My xiao qing.
We've got the same qing.
Haha.

At first, he was so shy.
Then, Someone and Octopus were saying that he was so, so shy as he met the 'dream girl' of his life --> ME. Haha.

He hid behind the chair, and went round and round with Octopus while playing with me..

Somehow, I started to play a game, called ROTI PRATA when I learnt it during one of the CGM.
They could really catch it so quickly.
This somehow became how Xiao Qing started opening up to me. Haha.

He's really cute, really so adorable.
MY GOODNESS!
Now I really know why Octopus like him so much. Haha.

Then went for dinner for Octopus's Mum cooked for us. While teaching Xiao Qing and his bro who came back from Kindergarten, some chinese words and such, Octopus and Someone actually scooped rice for me and it was a REAL TALL SMALL MOUNTAIN.
I spent like don't-know-how-long, trying to eat them all up ('cos I've had a heavy lunch).

Xiao Qing actually taught his bro how to play the ROTI PRATA game after dinner, while they were playing inside Octopus's room and I was still 'eating'.

We gathered and watched the movie - L changed the world (if I'm not wrong about the name).
Quite a nice show. Got to watch it from top to bottom though.
Had so much fun trying to make up the story and twisting the story and acting the twisted story.

Halfway through the show, Xiao Qing actually said "ROTI PRATA" and so, I thought he wanted to play. His bro also played with us.
SUPER FUNNY.

Haha.

Well, went home at around 8.30pm, and reached home at 9pm.

ATE DURIANS again at 9.30pm.
But, too bad, there were only 5 durians today.
'Cos the $1 durians were not that good today, Dad said.



080808 tomorrow.
- School's Official Opening
- Olympic Opening
- Our 16岁的约定
- National Day's Eve

Labels: durians, experience, friends, fun, joy, life, Love, people, relax

♥ 11:18 PM

Finally back to school today.

Well, actually I didn't really want to go back to school this week.
But, no choice la.
TH, CQ and XW wanted to see me, 'cos they miss me too much.
Haha.

During Chinese Lessons, the teacher was like talking about death, funeral, hospital, putting the corpse into the coffin, cremation, and such.
This brought in lots of inner feelings in me.

Then CQ was like saying that maybe for English lessons, the teacher may also be talking about funeral stuffs, 'cos we're doing this 'descriptive writing - Mei' , that's written about a girl's grandfather's funeral.

I was like.... OH MY GOSH!
All the 打击 come in together!

In the end, we didn't do that for english.
Thank God.

Had physics banding.

After it, went to visit my section for a short while, as well as to wait for TH, who hasn't been released from her banding yet.

Labels: bonding, Love, people, PRSSCO, random, school

♥ 8:00 PM

Labels: admire, ah gong, dedication, Love, proud

♥ 11:59 PM

1. 预感 - 周定纬 (Original : 陈奕迅)


I just can't stop listening to this song on my ipod.
Keep repeating it. Haha.


2. Always be my baby - David Cook (Original : Mariah Carey)

Labels: Love, song, video

♥ 2:26 AM

I love the SUN,
I love SWIMMING,
I love WALKING,
I love PERSPIRING.

Haha.

I wanna GET TAN,
I wanna SLIM DOWN,
I wanna BUILD UP MY STAMINA.

Labels: Love, random, wants

♥ 1:30 PM

如果我没错, 这是我第一次以华文来 blog。
也许你们会感到很震惊，但是这或许会是我在华文用文上的另外一个突破？

我现在或许在一个‘感到非常emo’ 的心态里。
在这时候，我是边type着，边流着泪的。


这是因为。。。。。。。

我只不过是少和她说了这一句话，少做了一个动作，她就这样。
我实在是太失望了。
但，或许她对我的期望比我对她的希望来得更高。。。

不知为何，妈突然以一种她痛恨我的方式来“对我说话”。
相信不必我多说，你们都应该知道我的意思了吧。。。

她虽然没有用那种语气把她想表达的东西说出来，但是，她的意思却是大家都听得出来的。

她竟然能够说我和她不亲，反而和我的朋友较亲。
那请问，她到底把她在工作后所剩余的时间，拿来干么？
她为何不用那些时间来陪伴我们，和我们有一些能够心谈心的时间吗？

这就是说，一切都是我的错？

为何你不能像爸这样，尽量早点回来，陪伴我们？
这也难怪孩子们都偏向父亲。


你所说的这一句话简直就像你是用了一把刀，直接在我心里挖了一个大洞，使我伤上加伤，使我受了重伤。

我应该把这段‘记忆’给忘了。。。




在这里，我也要感谢一直以来陪伴着我走了这么多路的人。
我相信你们自己知道你们是谁吧。

真的谢谢你们。



感谢主您一直以来所给我的勉励。
我爱你！

Labels: God, Love, people, sad, Thanks

♥ 2:25 AM

I was worried.
About? --> About spoiling my aunt's camera.

Guess it was due to my careless mistake, that I spoilt the XD-card.
And so, couldn't take pics.

But, thank God!
I went to this particular shop, and asked this uncle, who asked me to try to format it.
And, I tried!!!!!!!!!

It was a time of heart-attack, just to see if the camera will turn out to be "error-free".
Li Yun was with me, to witness everything. Haha.
She'll understand.



Went to 201 to have lunch with Eun and Li Yun.
Finally ate my favourite noodles from there, after not being there for such a long time!!
It still tastes almost like it's original one, but there's still something different....

And we ate dessert.... Haha!
GREAT!
We felt like we're in ITALY.
All thanks to Eunice!
Plus, there's RAIN, MIRROR, COLD WIND...... Haha!




It was my first day jamming too.
Well, it was funny at first, how we hog the mike, the keyboard, playing with the unplugged guitar, drums, etc.

Haha.


Going to Kukup tomorrow.
Hope it'll be a good experience, as it's my second out of the country only!!!
Hope there'll be no rain tomorrow, and the weather's gonna be good!!!




Thank You for everything.
For being there, whenever I need You.
You're always here for me, even if I'm not thinking of You, or not needing You.

Thank You for Your love.
It matters to me.

I wanna stay in Your presence,
and wanna be able to run to Your bosom,
to be protected by You,
to be loved by You,
to be taken care of by You.

Thank You God for everything.
I love You! (:

Labels: camera, Fellowship, food, God, jamming, Love, Thanks, You

♥ 8:45 PM

I just feel so sad today.
Things were going right yet wrong.
Haha. Well, think only a few people will understand this.

Well, firstly, my watch's spoilt!
And, it's like one of my favourite watch?
And the rest of my watches, have either slower timing (batteries problem), or broken strap.
So, it's like so miserable.

And, secondly, because of some things that happened during physics lessons, and also during ace lessons, though it's just a small matter, I just felt so miserable about it.



*Sometimes you guys may think it's funny, but I don't.
This matters a lot to me.
It's MANNERISM.
It's RESPECT.



You may think it's nothing.
But, it speaks a lot.

I almost wanted to break-down during CO prac.
But still, when I saw SY, and WL, I just can't seem to break-down.

And so, I held it back, and wanted to cry when I came home.

After the rehearsal, we could go back home.
But yet, I continued staying, while others were packing already.
I played a part of this song, "露华浓", that made me even sadder.
It just brings back some old memories. Haha.
But, I just WANTED to play it.

Thanks Wan Lin. You'd know what I'd meant.


But, thank God that He's placed people who are really concerned about me, like WL, SY, ZH, CQ, JQ, Mich, Sally, Keiko, etc.
They're great people who showers love to others.

Well, though other things may not have made my day, they did!


Today is also the first day that I felt so miserable, so down, so much of wanting to break-down.
And, WL was like telling me that it's ok to feel like that, ONCE IN A WHILE, as we're still humans anyway. We have to go through emotions anyway.




It's sometimes really good not to hide your feelings away.
It can just bring you more troubles, and more depression.

Today, I also realised that crying things out can be really relaxing too.
I used to think that those who cry are those who are really emo and such.
But, now, I've changed that mindset.
It opens up my mind, to a whole NEW mindset.




And, one more thing, I know I will ENDURE.

Labels: endurance, feelings, Love, people, sad

♥ 7:41 PM

I suddenly feel like I have not been studying a lot afterall, after reading other people's blogs.
They are like studying till 2, 3+ in the morning, and I'm like after half an hour or so, I take breaks, and slack a little while, and stop, after studying till like for an hour or so?

OH MY GOODNESS!

The big, fat "O's" suddenly seemed so "heavy" to me.
With everyone talking about it, and it just seems so much like a "hurdle" that's 136 902 938 859 m tall?
It seems like it'll be so hard, and maybe even almost impossible to jump over it.



If we think positively, wouldn't it be better and easier for all?
Rather than pulling the 'atmosphere' down, making it feel so tough, and hard, why why?

Humans are just so-called 'negative' in nature?
Thank God I have Him with me.



Sometimes, life can just be so vulnerable.
A super healthy people can just leave like that.
It's just so unpredictable, and was so much shock to his family and to a lot of people.

He's so young, and just because of a small problem, that grew even bigger and bigger, he collapsed. Now, he's gone.

I really think that we should not take whoever, or whatever for granted.
Treasure them.
For you will not know what will happen.


QUOTE: Don't take too long to say I love you.


Listen to this song, and you'll know.

Labels: Love, O's, positive, treasure

♥ 8:44 PM

What does this word "BUSINESS"(read as bees-ness) means to you?
- Like running a business,

OR, simply, it just means...

- BUSY-ness

Well well, I think I'm doing a $2 million worth of "business".
It's simply worth too much, that I almost have no time for other recreations, or activities, that I personally want to do.
And, it's a super sad thing you know.
Haha.

And, sometimes, it's just up to us on what we want to do with the time we have.
Actually, anything simple can be done, even when it's just a short short time.
It just comes to our planning, whether we have good, or bad time manangement.

If it's good, then anything will just come according, and you won't have any problem on missing out any stuffs, or not being able to catch up on a particular stuff.

But, if it's bad, then whatever you've planned, or whatever that you've decided to do, may not be done efficiently, and you may miss it.

So, in short, it all points to you, yourself, doing the thing that you want yourself to acheive in, when you have to have a period of planning, or even for your own daily schedule.



Well, I didn't have good time management before.
So, now, I really didn't like what I went through.

And, I realised the importance of having good time manangement.
It matters a lot to EACH and EVERYONE of US.




And, one more thing.
I was reading this handout given out during CL lessons.
And that was about a group of girls from a girls' school, who are only P6 then, actually agreed to get together and slash themselves.

SLASH THEMSELVES?!?!?!!!?!?!?!
- Do they even know what they are doing?

They are only so young.
Who knows what they will do when they grow up.

This is just self-multilation.
Which only hurts you, yourself, and those who love you.
It do you no good at all.


The thing is that, when they got home, none of the adults found out about it, only the teachers, on the next day.
Imagine, no one notices anything different about you, when you get home.

Well, but, that's a don't-know-how-long-ago case already.
And, it's long been over.
Glad it's all over.



Quote of the day: Show love to the ones you care for. Don't wait till the last minute, before it's all too late.

Labels: "Business", Love, Time

♥ 12:07 AM