Step and I.
Lina, Nisah, Suaidah, Julia.

Nisah, Tatcha, Step

Tim.

Ralph.
Marcus and Step.

Marcus and Han Yan!

Bernice, Tim and Ralph.
The guys trying to act sissy.
Teletubbies?!?! - Kiang Chee, Guo Zhong, Sam, Alex, Chester.

Wed,
Pic during our businessfund lec, taken by lecturer somemore! Haha.

The PM was great at JW on Tues!
Really mindblowing, and touched!

Even though I was seriously tired, and I reached home like super late, I'm seriously happy that I WENT!!!!!!

Although I can tell that my mum wasn't really happy that I was home so late, I was real honest telling her that I went Jurong Church. She didn't mention much, just told me not to be that late next time!!!
Praise the Lord!

Being filled all over again, and God's presence was really there!
New dreams, new visions.
Gonna hold on to it this time, not wanting to fall back again, after I spent so long getting back.

Dr. Nikko is just so great!
Indeed, a man who's obedient to God, doing great things for God.

ARGHH!

Labels: church, family., fun, God, k905, pics

♥ 12:35 AM

So many things to think about.
It's a period when I'll have to make a lot of choices.

When playing with ah girl(someone's sis), I found that I still have the passion and love for kids.
I'm making a choice between going back into Children Church, or going on to another ministry.

Since 'O' level results are gonna be released soon, still must make a choice of where I am going to continue my studies.

I'm also thinking if I should join City Care, to start my voluntary work journey.

Still so many things to make a choice about.


God, I lift all these into Your hands once again.
I know You know the deepest desires and thoughts of my heart and mind.
I know You've prepared a way for me to walk and go through.
I know You'll bring me through it, since You've brought me to it.

I know that season is coming soon.
You're preparing me for it.

I'm giving all I am in exchange of all of You.
I'm less of me, so that there can be more of You.

I surrender all, and I will follow You.
I surrender all, and bring my life to You.
I surrender all, and live my life for You.
I surrender all, I surrender all,
To You Jesus.


Unafraid what's ahead, You are always there before
My whole world, Your design
You are always there, Just right behind.

My life, is Your song
To You my heart belongs.
Let all earthly crowns, fade in the shadow of the cross

My life, is Your song
I'll sing for You alone
Nothing in this world, can take me away from You
Our love goes on and on.



Thank God for a blessing!
I was so shocked, when I opened the letterbox yesterday, saw a letter attn to me, and it's from the Ministry of Education!
I'm awarded the EAGLES award!
I've never dreamt of being awarded with this award!
Well, really thank God for it!

Labels: God, Help, random, Thanks, thoughts

♥ 3:40 PM

Had a great fellowship lunch before PM and Service with Connect Group.
And, thanks to present-buying, we were able to take a pic with Santa Claus!
Haha.
Well, shan't elaborate more.

Hopefully, pics can be posted asap!
Haha.


P.S. Li Yun : Round and White
Chloe : Tall and Tan
Bedok Bus Interchange = (in chinese) supposedly --> WU LUO BA SHI ZHUAN HUAN ZHAN
Someone thought it was --> WU LUO BA SHI LI MIAN HUAN = bedok bus inside change (which was a super direct translation)



God, I know You've made this space in their hearts.
God, I'm waiting for that time, that moment, that opportunity, to open my mouth to ask them.
God, You always put things in the right timing, right season.

I lift it up to You.
I know You will make it happen with my prayers and everyone else's prayers.
Nothing is impossible for You.
You hold my world in Your hands.


Unafraid what's ahead, You are always there before
My whole world, Your design
You are always there, just right behind

I give my thanks to You. Just You only.

Labels: Fellowship, God, great, Thanks

♥ 11:59 PM

Till now, we've only spoken a word to each other.
I said, "..... ."
She replied, "Hmmm."

Think this is the 'coldest war' we've had so far.

Really Lord, Your perfect love covers all my fears.

I know that the more trials and tribulations I go through,
the more He's gonna mould my character,
the more I will do for the kingdom of God.


Let my life be Your clay, mould me in Your ways.


My God reigns, His love will never fail me
My God reigns, He's ruling over all
In all my life, in every situation, I know
My God is greater
My God is over all


No words can express the deepest of my heart now.
I shall walk out of the valley of dry bones!

Labels: God, Love, Thanks

♥ 9:50 AM

I'm still clinging on, hanging on.

Things may not be going smoothly for me.
But, I know that, the harder my path, the more I'm gonna do as I grow stronger spiritually.

This is what I always remind myself:
" The harder the path that I walk, the more I'm going to do for God. "

I am supposed to learn from my problems, and emerge stronger and more mature than before.
Problems are to make you stronger.


Don't see problems as obstacles.
See them as a test.
It could be a test of faith, a test of strength, a test of determination/preserverance, or perhaps, a test of anything.

A test is something you'll have to go pass, to go on to the next level.


THINK : ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE


There is always something good in every bad situation.
Learn to praise God.

Eg.
When you fall down, you might have hurt yourself, and you've injured yourself.
Even though you've injured yourself, you may have learnt how to be more careful in walking through that path, and so, you've gained an EXPERIENCE.



Experience can't be learned by teaching.
It's something that you'll have to go through, to know.
That's then an experience.

P.S. I'm not talking about the same thing as the previous post.
They are different issues.





I thank God for those who are with me, or those who know what I'm going through.
I know that I may not have that type of openess to you guys, but I'm trying to be more open.

Thank you for wanting to hear.
Thank God for opening your ears to hear.
Thank you for everything.

We will walk a long walk. (:
I shall see you in ~~~. (;



NEOS CAMP.
I will be there! (:
Finally.
Breakthrough.
Thank God.




Just celebrated Dad's birthday.
Ate with gang on Thur.
Pics posted soon!

Labels: experience, God, life, revelation, Strength, Thanks

♥ 12:57 AM

It's just something that the BS teacher spoke about last week, and I think it's quite true.

The BS teacher was just sending a pastor to the airport, and they were talking about some things.

As Christians, we are like spoons that God will use.
It's only whether this "spoon", is willing to be used or not.

If you have only such a small capacity to want to be used to serve, then God may not use you as much as He will use another person, who has a larger capacity to want to be used to serve.

If you are an unwilling "spoon", you will not even be used.
And this spoon will just go on rusting?


Increase your capacity, and your willingness.


I really feel so different in these two different places.
One of them is so cold, and unrelational.
While the other is so hot, and relational.

I know it's wrong of me to say this.
But, that's just something I wanna remember, and keep in my memory. (:

Labels: feelings, God, random, thoughts

♥ 10:56 AM

Can you just wake up?
Stop dreaming in your lala-land.

Things aren't going to be like that forever.
Since God brought you through this same situation for quite a few times, yet you acheived the same type of results, then why are you still doing the same thing?

You'll need to do something different, to expect a different result.

PLEASE, WAKE UP.
It's a call to you already.

You can't be experiencing sweetness now, and then bitterness in the later part of life.
Why not bitterness now, and sweetness?


Step out from what you fear.
Do what you have never tried before.
You'll never know till you've tried.

"Let your yes be yes, and your no no.
For whatever that is more than this is from the evil one."

Break all bondages of evil.
A breakthrough will come.

God is with you.
Amen.

Labels: God, random, try, wake up call

♥ 6:10 PM

如果我没错, 这是我第一次以华文来 blog。
也许你们会感到很震惊，但是这或许会是我在华文用文上的另外一个突破？

我现在或许在一个‘感到非常emo’ 的心态里。
在这时候，我是边type着，边流着泪的。


这是因为。。。。。。。

我只不过是少和她说了这一句话，少做了一个动作，她就这样。
我实在是太失望了。
但，或许她对我的期望比我对她的希望来得更高。。。

不知为何，妈突然以一种她痛恨我的方式来“对我说话”。
相信不必我多说，你们都应该知道我的意思了吧。。。

她虽然没有用那种语气把她想表达的东西说出来，但是，她的意思却是大家都听得出来的。

她竟然能够说我和她不亲，反而和我的朋友较亲。
那请问，她到底把她在工作后所剩余的时间，拿来干么？
她为何不用那些时间来陪伴我们，和我们有一些能够心谈心的时间吗？

这就是说，一切都是我的错？

为何你不能像爸这样，尽量早点回来，陪伴我们？
这也难怪孩子们都偏向父亲。


你所说的这一句话简直就像你是用了一把刀，直接在我心里挖了一个大洞，使我伤上加伤，使我受了重伤。

我应该把这段‘记忆’给忘了。。。




在这里，我也要感谢一直以来陪伴着我走了这么多路的人。
我相信你们自己知道你们是谁吧。

真的谢谢你们。



感谢主您一直以来所给我的勉励。
我爱你！

Labels: God, Love, people, sad, Thanks

♥ 2:25 AM

I was worried.
About? --> About spoiling my aunt's camera.

Guess it was due to my careless mistake, that I spoilt the XD-card.
And so, couldn't take pics.

But, thank God!
I went to this particular shop, and asked this uncle, who asked me to try to format it.
And, I tried!!!!!!!!!

It was a time of heart-attack, just to see if the camera will turn out to be "error-free".
Li Yun was with me, to witness everything. Haha.
She'll understand.



Went to 201 to have lunch with Eun and Li Yun.
Finally ate my favourite noodles from there, after not being there for such a long time!!
It still tastes almost like it's original one, but there's still something different....

And we ate dessert.... Haha!
GREAT!
We felt like we're in ITALY.
All thanks to Eunice!
Plus, there's RAIN, MIRROR, COLD WIND...... Haha!




It was my first day jamming too.
Well, it was funny at first, how we hog the mike, the keyboard, playing with the unplugged guitar, drums, etc.

Haha.


Going to Kukup tomorrow.
Hope it'll be a good experience, as it's my second out of the country only!!!
Hope there'll be no rain tomorrow, and the weather's gonna be good!!!




Thank You for everything.
For being there, whenever I need You.
You're always here for me, even if I'm not thinking of You, or not needing You.

Thank You for Your love.
It matters to me.

I wanna stay in Your presence,
and wanna be able to run to Your bosom,
to be protected by You,
to be loved by You,
to be taken care of by You.

Thank You God for everything.
I love You! (:

Labels: camera, Fellowship, food, God, jamming, Love, Thanks, You

♥ 8:45 PM