Well, I finally managed to open up! Haha!
Had my 2.4km RETEST today!! Luckily I passed this time. Haha!
Actually, I thought of giving up half-way. My stamina is very, very bad(weak). At the same time, I HATED running!!!
But, I heard this voice telling me: "Don't give up! No matter what, I will always be with you." "You can do all things through Christ who strengthens you."
Immediately, I knew it was my Heavenly God Father. Really thanks Him for being with me every moment of my life, always encouraging me, talking to me...
Last week, I knew that my maid(helper) is going to go back to her hometown and not coming back. She'll be going back on National Day. Well, time's just passing so quickly...
And soon to come, I'll need to be much, much more independent than I am now... Everything will have to be done myself. Guess I'll need time...
Yesterday, got disappointed by him again.
Gave him a LAST chance to prove himself trustworthy.
But I came to be wrong.
He's completely taken away the REMAINING TRUST that I still have in him.
He kept us waiting for more than an hour, without even calling or even sms-ing to say that he's not coming or he's gonna be late!!!!!!
He said that he wanna meet at 4. That's fine with me.
When it's 4.20, and he's still not here, I called him.
He told me he's just left home due to the rain.
I asked, "Why didn't you tell me that you may be late?"
He replied, "Oh, I forgot."
That's like so.....!!!! I'm just getting fed-up!!!
He told me he's gonna reach at bout 4.45.
Ok fine, so he's gonna be late.
Then in the end, at 4.50, called him, but he didn't even picked up his phone.
So, fine!!! That's it!!!
Didn't even call or sms to inform me anything. The type of person who's really irritates me!!