This entry was supposed to be posted yesterday. But the computer was like so, so, so lagged!!!
So, whatever I type, the loading, was like super slow, and don't know what happened, it just suddenly save by itself... Ha ha!

The computer or the server was under some sort of problems, and I was like trying for half a day, and yet nothing was done.

Well, I've got lots of things to say for today...

This is the result from a quiz that I took from Denise's blog...

The Five Love Languages

My primary love languages are probably
Acts of Service and Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Acts of Service:		9
Quality Time:		9
Words of Affirmation:		7
Receiving Gifts:		4
Physical Touch:		1

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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Tuesday
I got back my results for the Science and Maths Common Test.
To me, I think I scored quite well for both...!!

Well, God has given me more than what I've wanted.

Science
It was still ok for the whole level, I think.
The percentage of failure was not as high as the maths paper.

Maths
But for Maths, about 50% of students in each class failed the paper!
But, really thank god that I'm really able to score out of my own expectations... He he!

For Mother Tongue
Again, surprises come after surprises...

Didn't know that there's going to be a Chinese Oral Exam after school this coming Fri.
We went through the criteria, part when points may be deducted, when it will not be, and many more.

Ming Xue was up to her blurring again.
She was asking the teacher questions that the teacher had just explained.
Luckily VOLCANO haven't erupt yet... Ha ha!

For Geography
I really pity Ms. Kan.

Whatever is happening to the mannerism of kids or even young adults like us...???!??!
Why can't we just treat people with respect, love?

Why must you all do all this to hurt her, and maybe even Mdm. Lim too?

Ms. Kan is just a retired teacher who's come back to help schools who does not have enough Geography teachers.
And in Spore, that's a total lack of about 50 Geography teachers!!!!

I was so surprised when I heard that!!
50 leh...!! Teachers!!! Isn't that a lot??!

And for Mdm Lim
Shouldn't we treat her with respect too?!?

After all, they are both teachers who are quite old already.
Even if you don't like them, don't listen to them in their classes, the most you can do is to at least be quiet. And NOT TALKING.
They are still be people who want to listen to the lesson.

For Assembly
It was quite fun!
There was Peking Opera.

It was quite a rare chance that the school would bring in such an enrichment to school. Ha ha!

They were quite funny after all!
But, the show was a little bit slow.
Maybe it can go slightly faster... Ha ha!

During CO Practice
It was quite scary, actually. REALLY.

One of my juniors actually went missing!!

There were a lot of "stories" of how and why she went missing...

But anyway, she was found by us later on and came back to school. :)

Wednesday
I was LATE for school today!!!!!!!!! Argh!!! But what can I do? People wake up then go sleep again...

Art
The 1st two periods was Art.
We were supposed to bring Acrylic Paint, but no1 actually brought it, except those who put it in their lockers.

No1 brought paint because INSTRUCTIONS WERE NOT GIVEN CLEARLY.
This was what I guessed la...

We were supposed to paint the animal that we drew very UNREALISTICALLY.
Ha ha! And after painting it, mine even got to be one of the nice ones, but the painting was done too wetly... Ha ha!

But I think it's quite a nice job done, as I seldom get praises for Art class. Ha ha!! :)

Then we had Geo.
Again the same thing happened as yesterday.

But, there was a new rule today.
If we talks, she won't say anything, but will only put a stroke on the board.

And at the end of the day, we'll see how many strokes this particular class got.

And the class was so much better today!!!!
And I quite enjoyed today's lesson.
But it's really making quite sleepy(Zzz) towards the end of the lesson.

I don't wish to type too much... Ha ha!! XD

Thursday
Sci
We went through our science paper.
It was still alright!! He he!

Then, we went through the Streaming Criteria and subject combinations.

There was only 3 or 4 pupils in my class who was screened to to go to 3e6 during the Pre-Streaming aka Mid-Year Examinations, and it included me!!! Ha ha! :D

Alright, 3e6, The Pure Geography Class, here I come!!!

Eng
English was alright at first.
But, as time goes by, I really couldn't take it. Ha ha!
I just sort of like fall asleep, a half awake and half sleeping state of mind.

Maths
Mdm. Lim actually praised Yu Sen?
Well, I think it actually works!
It can do a lot to help someone like him.

Praises can really change someone.
So, people, why not from now onwards, do your best to praise someone?
Who knows that that person's future would come from your praises?

This was what I'd learnt in Children Church.
He he! Can put it to great use now! :)

Literature
Bleah h!! Got a Literature Practical Criticism Caricature Test!!
It's about Schooling and Examinations!

A topic that's very related to all of us, here!!
He he!!

Ace
We were discussing what we should be doing for our CIP hours.
Whether folding paper cranes, or going to IMH to help them paint the walls.
Then, last minute, another option popped up. It was the folding of hearts.

We were like learning how to fold cranes for about a period.

My 2 cranes turn out to be very awful. Ha ha!

CO
I don't have much things to say.
It was not a sweet memory. :(




Revelation
[Proverbs 12:1] [Proverbs12:15]


I need to change,
I need to seek wise counsel,
Why should I be like a fool still staying here?

I am changing.
I am moving.
I am seeking.
But, all I need now is a little bit more time.

Lord,
Give me more time.
Give me more grace.
And all I want and need is You.

♥ 12:30 PM

I will try to blog more, or even everyday if I can.

He he!!! :D :D :D

♥ 12:35 AM

Today I felt really quite energetic for the lessons...

Didn't expect that...

I really want to get back!
I can't let my physical lethargicness overcome my spirit!

My ministry day (Sun)
Know why I put that title in purple? Ha ha! It's because the colour code yesterday was purple. And i really had a hard time finding a purple shirt the night before.
Finally gotta one from my sis, which was from my cousin... Ha ha!

When I woke up yesterday at 7am, I was thinking like... "Aiya, still so early, sleep so more la..."

And I really slept...

I had a dream.
It goes like this... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
I dreamt that since one of my aunt is going to come for lunch, my mum doesn't want me to go out, instead to stay at home.

And I really obeyed her.

Then Xin Yi [2e7](appear out of now where) went with me to the Expo, and we went to look for the playgroup's IC together. And told the IC that I'm having some family matters, and can't serve today.

The IC gave me a look, and told me that i shouldn't ask for some last minute leave, as the kids who's got quite attached to you will need to be attached to some other people.

I said I understood.

Then she said, "ok, but try not to give so--- last minute decision for leave again..."

I agreed and left.

Then, all of a sudden, my mum shook me, and I realised that it was already 8am already!!
I quickly did all that I must do, and left house.

Upon reaching, the toys, headsets were all ready to be used.

Then, had a short meeting on what we are supposed to do later on, and such, and prayed together.

Ha ha! All the brothers didn't have a purple shirt. But, that's expected... :)

I finally got to know who's Sister Naomi!

Was a Helper to Sis Naomi in the Arts and Crafts section. Helping and assisting the kids to past the colour papers to the pictures, which will in turn form another type of visual art...

We also celebrated the August Babies' Birthday.
It includes Ethan(Pastor Derek's son), David, etc... [Sorry ah, only can remember them both]

We extended the playing time for the kids, cos' the Svc on Sat was for about 3 hours.
But, we didn't expect that it would end at around the normal time. Ha ha!
Then we cleaned up, packed up asap cos' people will be coming in for BS!

It was really a day when I got to know my ministry's friends more...
Actually, I should say that it's me who sort-of-like don't take the first step to step out and talk to them.

But well, it was ONLY when during the cleaning of toys and mats and packing up that really was a time when we can fellowship. We can't really during serving. Ha ha! So, you see...

Then that Elisha just can't keep his mouth close. He just keep on talking and talking... Ha ha!
But, that's just the beginning for even deeper fellowship between all of us...

Then some went home, while some went to eat...

Upon reaching home
I found out that the house was in a total mess!!!!!!!!!
There was hair all over the floor[just slightly exaggerating la, not all over, just on the ground la].
The litter was not cleared, there's vomit on the dustbin, etc...

And again, I needed to do all this cleaning.

But well, no initiativeness, no first-step, no nothing...

Today --- Promise/ Trust
I think the colour for the title really suits what and how I'm feeling right now!

I'm really disappointed in someone, she's one of my closest friend.
And I didn't expect her to lie to me about something so minor.

Asked her what happened to her, with those plasters on her hand.
She said she's scratch against some sharp thing.

But still, she admitted that it was because she cut herself.
She PROMISED me that she won't do it again the last time!!!!!
She said that it's not an act of "showing off".

But why??
Why did she lie to me?

She said she can't trust anyone.
Not even me??!?! When she told me so many secrets of hers?!

Had quite a lot of fun today during PE.
Although it's one of the lesson I hated most(cos' always do running 1), but i really enjoyed myself today!!

Guess what?
WE PLAYED VOLLEYBALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been very long time since I played it.
And I really enjoyed myself!!!

Then for the rest of the lessons, things were still alright!

But, I really felt so, so, so, much more energetic than normal!!
Ha ha!!




Lord, I want to go back into Your loving hands again.
Lord, give me grace.
Forgive me for the wrongs that I've done.

Let me go back to You, and serve You even more!

Let me love people even more, with the love of Yours.

Show me how to live,
Teach me how to pray,
Let all I think and say please You Lord!

Guide me through this journey,
Anoint me.

Amen.

♥ 4:09 PM

Finally back to blog...

I'm really very tired this week.

There's lots of revision, housework, etc to do.

As for housework, I won't work my mum too much. She needs to work long hours a day. And my siblings just can't be bothered to help.

Again, my QT...
Slacked so badly. I'm just not growing... :(

Why??!?!!? Just because of that first week, then I've been on ons-offs...

My flesh has overcome my spirit.

Well, made Shepherd's Pie during Home Eco today.
It's just taste so delicious!! We were the LAST group to finish.
All thanks to Yu Yue who borrowed our stove, and thus, we had to wait...

I failed my Higher Mother Tongue...!!! Didn't expect that in a class of 22 pupils, only 8 passed!!!
The topics to revise was only released a day before the day of exam.
So, you see!
When asked for the topics, she didn't say there's any 成语 or lessons, but just asked us to read through some lessons..

Then, just before the day of the exam, she told us that there would be 30 成语s to study, and also some lessons!!!!!

On Wed, we went to Raffles to celebrate Denise's B'day.
I think she's gotten so...... touched by the helpers, who's spent time and $$ there.

But, it was worthwhile. :)

Well, gtg now, must prepare for the Svc later on! Haha! :)

♥ 4:07 PM

I wanna write something, but yet, I don't know how i should put it.

Well...

I've been very dry this week.

It's like after the deliverance thing, I'm supposed to spend more time with God.
But I'm NOT!!!!!

I think this is just another way that the Devil is trying to bring the spirit that's driven back to me again, or is it another test God is giving to me?

I'm being stressed out by the many projects and homework that when it comes to doing Qt, I'm already tired out. Then, I will have this mentality that I'm tired and will do it tmr.

I also felt in my heart that I don't have the love for ppl anymore.. And that I just want to step down as a helper, but, I think that this is a very nonsensical thought.

And when doing Qt, my mum sometimes will pop in and check on me. And this always brings disturbances to me while I'm doing it. Guess that it's because I haven't found my own place and time with God?

Talked to Eunice about me being dry in the Mac during fellowship yesterday. She told me that she also faced this situation once this year. But, she told herself that she should not shortchanged God. And also to put the priorities right, whether is it Homework/projects first or... God first...??

It's really something that I've planted inside my heart.

The Church's 17th anniversary and FOP was great!
The CCC band and Don Moen really lifted the whole atmosphere up!

When I was serving Ministry on Fri for FOP, something very irony happen.
There were quite a number of teachers(about 5 to 7?).
But, there were only about 3 kids.
So, there's more than enough teachers.
We were expecting auite a number of kids anyway. haha!

While, on Sat, I was serving for the National Day Celebration Bazar.
Met Yi Jie for Busing.
Knew this very cute, cubby kid on the bus name Brianne. And she's just SOSOSOSOSOS adorable!!!!!! Just like my sis, but when she's younger. haha!

There's just something in kids that's different from us, teenagers/adults, etc.
They can't tell what's right and wrong.
Thus, they would believe in whatever you tell them.
That's the "naive-ty" that they have.

Kids also won't have any motive against anyone.
Not like us, we may even be thinking of how to do something to hurt/harm someone.

okok. Now back to the topic.
When we arrived at the Jurong West building, I was surprised to see so many kids. Yi Jia told me that there's usually more kids attending the Expo Service than the Jurong West Service.

There's Praise and Worship, singing of National Day songs, Bible Story, etc, then followed by the Bazar.
Anyway, it's my first time attending a Jurong West Children Church's Service.

The Bazar was really a mess!!!
Kids were all over the place. Waiting impatiently to get the gifts that they want.

But well, then sent them back after that.
Then went for FOP with Yi Jie.

There's just this problem between the all of us.

To me, I think it's the problem lies in every of us.
Although some may think it's only us, but, I still got this feeling that it's all of us.






Oh God, help us.
It's just another test given by You.

Oh Lord, our God.
Give us an answer,
to carry us even farther than we are now,
to move us and have breakthroughs,
to overcome all the obstacles we are having.

Oh God,
we pray for Your word and the Holy Spirit.

Oh God,
change us,
to be more like Jesus.

♥ 11:12 PM

Been very, very tired and stressed out this few days!

After the deliverance, PE lessons, my whole body was aching man!
Maybe my lack of sleep was part of the reason.

I was set free during deliverance! I broke away from idoltery and generational curses!
Praise God! The blood of Jesus has set us all free!

I'm really so glad that God has shown me what the love of the Cellgroup is all about.

I had a lot of projects to finish, and they are like never-ending..
I've been rushing them to about 11, 12 something, or even to 1 something in the morning! Thus causing my lack of sleep!

I really hope that group members will all have a much more equal amount of job distributed, and not forcing it all to one person doing more than the others...
- More teamwork
- More effort put in

Thank you for the never-ending, unconditioned love,
for Your grace that never ends,
for Your spoken words, guaidance, encouragement,
for the blessings that You've given,
Thank You Lord.

Continue some other days...

♥ 10:56 PM