Chloe's life.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Pissed off....

I've got lots of things to say, to released off, to let you all know...

Was typing an entry about a week back, when the computer suddenly went offline!!!

I was about to publish that entry already!

And I was doing that entry for more than half an hour.

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Ever wonder why my face was so "black" and why I'm so quiet on Tues?

It's because.....

I'm very, very, very pissed off.

What "great" juniors I have.

I realised how dark the future of the Cello-Bass Section will be.

Basically, after the Sec 3s are gone, everything is gonna be pitched-dark.

No initiative, no manners, no sense of urgency, no nothing.

I know that I cannot use just a few person to pull down the whole section.

But, those who used to be real good, had already been led astray by those who aren't.

I know it's not easy being a leader.

It's good to be a leader, for you make your own choices, find your own road, path, and guide them through whatever road that you've decided to take.

Hopefully, you won't regret that decision.

But, there may come times when you may regret, you may feel remorse, etc.

A wrong step you've taken has caused so much troubles.

Well, I really don't know how to guide them through.

I didn't earn their respect, neither did they earn my respect and trust.

We all don't even have that basic communication with each other.

They all just like coming here to spend time, chit chat, listen to music from HP, etc.

Whatever it is, it's just to fulfill the attendance.

Not only the sectional leaders are tired, your seniors are tired, the teachers-in-charge are tired, your instructors are tired.

Did you all think the instructors came here to teach is actually to just sit there and rot?

It's actually for him to correct us, teach us, why are you all just wasting the money that the school had provided for all of us.

It's just another threshing floor that I'm going throught, to make me someone stronger.

Luckily, I'm not going through this alone.

I've got You.

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What should I join for Emerge this year?

Last year, due to the last minute participation, I joined Parade of Schools (POS).

This year, I wanna join Captain Ball's competition, Badminton, and maybe dancing talentime.

I still can't make up my mind for the dancing talentime, as I really don't know if we've got the time, and whether we'll all be able to rehearse together or not, as well as perform together..

That's gonna be the last chance already...

I've still got around 20 hours to make up my mind to send my registration form.

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Oh ya!!!

One more very stupid thing: My bro and sis actually went missing on Fri, when I was at the make-up CG.

In actual fact: My sis was released at 9.25 from school, when it's supposed to be at 9pm.

Then, they both went to buy some things, and slowly walk here walk there.

And by the time they reached home, it was already 10 +..

This is how worried your parents is about you.

But, have you ever treasured it?

Leaving them to take care of themselves?

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Next week's Service gonna be great!

There's Pastor Phil Pringle, CCC live band!!!!!

It's gonna be a great one, I believe!!!

* Anyone who wanna come, just tell me!

Thanks!

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Ok then, still got lots more...

But, due to time constraint, and the amount of strength I'm left with, I shall stop here.

Shall try to continue if I can, and I try to blog more often.

Cya! Take care!

♥ 1:21 AM

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