♥ 1:14 AM

Such a small matter, yet it can turn out to be a rather big fuss.
Sometimes, I just feel like staying out till as late as possible, and not go home and face all these.
But, I know that's impossible.

Well, afterall, friday was a rather fruitful and happening day for me too.
Haha.
At least I get to meet and see people who I can ...... with.


Right now, I hope that everything will be over soon.
I don't wanna live in this SHORT misery.

IT WILL BE OVER..... VERY SOON!



There's just so many thing that I wana say,
but right now, I've forgetten it.
Ha ha.

And, I want to thank those who's been with me all these while when I'm down.
Giving me encouragements, supporting me, advising me.

You are the ones who know my darkest periods.
THANK YOU!


AND TO YOU TOO~~~~!!!!

♥ 12:44 AM

I was once grieved over this incident, that happened on Sun night.
I was super, duper, ultramanium sad over this incident.
I was even thinking of doing STUPID things.


But well, it's over now!!!
And, I'm glad about it.
Afterall, I have to move on.




Why do I feel angerness or upsentness whenever I see them?
They think that after knowing the truth, just by speaking more to me, I will be able to remove all those "seeds" that's already in me IMMEDIATELY?!


--> There's something called : TRUTH.
Please, live in it!
Don't give me false feelings, or whatever that's fake.




I'm glad that I still know what's love.
It's this that I'm still holding on from Him.
That's why I'm carrying on.



I know I have a great destiny and purpose to acheive, and thus live for.

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I'm being chosen to be so-called "model" for my CCA, for a phototaking session with chosen representatives from other CCA.
I wonder how it would be like...?? haha.

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I may be unfaithful, but He's always faithful.
When I take a step to Him, He's gonna take at least a thousand steps to me.

That's why I'm still holding on to it, pressing in to Him.

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Life may not be easy, but it isn't to be taken as a chance for me to find excuses to pull myself down, or an excuse for my failure in some things.

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I wonder, do I really have someone who I'm so, so, so close to, that I can tell that person everything?
Do I?

I like to listen to others, but I think that I don't like to speak to people about my own problems.
Only to Him. Or is it just that I prefer to keep things ALL to myself?

Haha. A riddle for all. (:

Heal my heart and make me see
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me

* Break my heart for what break Yours

Geography and HMT tmr!
Guess the days I can look forward to are Fridays and Saturdays.
I still don't know what to make for my mortal.

THANK GOD FOR TODAY!

♥ 2:25 PM

It's been very long since I last blogged!! Ha ha!
It's been almost 3 weeks since I posted a proper post!

Hmm, let me think about what I'm gonna say here. Ha ha!
Ok, a lot of pics have been taken in these past few weeks.

There are so many things that I have to do, yet there is so little time!

E.g. The 'Able-to-go-Australia, if you get into TOP 10' chinese project.
It's gonna be due soon, but my partner and I hadn't even started on it.
So, think our chances of going not high!

I was supposed to meet her this morning, at 7.30 am, but I wasn't able to wake up. She morning called me, but my phone got no batt already. So, in the end, received no calls..
Then she called my house phone...

And, the story goes on. Too lazy to elaborate!

Anyway, I'M SORRY, Tsz Wing!

Then went out with Mel, Nad, and Tiff in the afternoon. We watch Ratatoulie, at Bedok's Princess. It was a rather awesome show! Really depicts the life and what rat may and will go through in their lives.
Some parts are rather touching after all.

After the show, went to the Mac downstairs to study.
Think it was rather fruitful afterall.

At least I tried to focus, and concentrate, and I did a few of the e.maths textbook questions, to practise for one of my weaker topics. (:


Sun:
I actually received my first ever Teacher's Day present from a kid in Children Church! It really made my day!
And, he's actually like only about 2 or 2 1/2 years old!
I'm just like so touched and amazed.
He gave each teacher a bar of Merci choco, and till now, I still can't bear to eat it!
Just felt so loved, and appreciated. (:
[Shall update that pic of his gift soon]

Had my haircut yesterday.
I think it's cool! But, I scare school don't allow. How?!
Just asked the hairdresser to cut something stylo, and this is what I get!

BUT, I LOVE IT anyway!

And, I actually ate at Cafe Cartel for the first time!!

I had ....... something called :"Jumbo Honey Chicken Leg, with Rice" or something like that.
Just can't seem to remember it! Ha ha!

Anyway, i think the food there is rather nice!! (:


Sat:
Woke up super early in the morning to go for CO's leadership training at MacRitchie Reservoir.
We all met at 8.30am at Bedok MRT control station.
So, took bus 18 to save money. And, saw Wen Bin on the bus.
So, went together.


Something very funny actually happened.
Wen Bin and I went to the control station and waited. We both thought we were the earliest.
Cos' no one who was supposed to be there, was there.

Then James arrived. We 3 waited together.
Then James called his junior, Darren.
Darren said he reached, and he stood up, from the other side of the escalator/stairs part.
We thought he was the only one there.
He then said something like, "You think I the only one ah? Come and see lah!"
So, we went over, and saw so many people there already~! Ha ha!

So, we 3 were like the people who were like the-later-than-the-rest people, not knowing that there people who were earlier than us. Ha ha ha!

There were 3 main objectives that we had to acheive:
- Find your own way to MacRitchie Reservoir.
- To achieve 10 things the opposite team wants you to find, or do.
- To reach the tree-top walk, with those items, and by a specific time.


Anyway, to cut the story short, it was fun overall!!


But, the way up to the tree-top walk was rather tiring!!
It reminds me of the times, that I had at Pulau Ubin for my OBS camp!
The experience there helped me to get through this round rather easily.


Someone actually said that the way up and down had a total of at least 20 km, which I don't know if it was true or not!!!


And, I saw lots of monkeys!!
They look so much like humans!
Especially those younger, and new-born ones!!
And, they are rather cute. == "The younger they are, the cuter they are."
They look at you with glistering eyes, like wanting to speak or something.
There's also 2 other monkeys, who one of them was taking out fleas from the other one's body. And the other was enjoying it so much, just like when you massage a human!
[Shall update the pics of the monkeys, and the things that we all saw there soon]


After that, went to eat with the rest of the ppl.
Then a lot of them wanna go home and sleep. [Shall update the pics of the members, and the people there soon]
And then, I left for Service.


Service was just great, as usual! But, there were a little of distractions here and there.
BUT, I JUST LOVE IT!



Fri:
Had our Teacher's Day celebration.
It was at least much better than before.
For the upper sec, we have the carnival first, before having the concert.


Actually, I'm rather proud of myself, for being to help sell out so many cookies.
There's even a teacher, Ms.T, who said she's going to tell my home teacher what a business woman/ entreprenuer I can be. Ha ha!

And, I'm also so proud of the class, for being able to handle so many stalls together!
And, I think we made a profit! (:

Halfway through the carnival, 9 people from our class left, to go and prepare for the performance for the upper sec concert, and that include me.
At least, this performance's over already! And, I believed that all of us felt so relieved!
[Will update the pics taken with this group of ppl through our practices soon.]

And, for the Student Councillors' Performance, I was rather impressed.
Like for the sec 2s, they changed the lyrics of a song, COMPLETELY, and it just sounded as nice, and as touching!
And, for the EXCOs, I was surprised that they were doing a musical.
And, there are 2 guys, who are dressed so suavely --> Zhan Wei & Min San!!
I just feel that Zhan Wei played the PIANO so nicely, so gracefully...... It's just so nice!
And, for Min San, he sang it truthfully. And, it takes a lot of courage to sing in front of so many people!

And, after hearing the song "Untitled", I'm starting to love this song, and the some songs sang by Simple Plan!
It's like so touching! :)

And, after everything in school, I rushed back to primary school, with Tsz Wing, KY, and YC, to visit our teachers!
But, who knows, the teachers actually had a party right after the dimissal of the pupils.
At least I still met with my p6 classmates, and some of us went to eat at Yoshi!
We also talked about our 6b Year-End chalet that will take place!
*awaiting it!


And, today was also Mr.Tay's last day!
I took 2 pics with him on wed alr! So, won't feel so regrettable! (:

Well, my eyelids are closing already!
Con't to look out for posts, but think it will take another long time...............


I'm determined to study hard, for I've done super, super bad for the tests in Term 3!!!!
It's like failing almost every subjects, other than my languages!!

*CHLOE YEONG, YOU CAN DO IT!"

♥ 9:22 PM