Humans do get disappointed at times.
Sometimes, someone who you're just so close to, might have done just that little, little thing, but to you, it seems big.
And, it might have hurt you somehow or another.
How would you feel?
What would you do?
- Be angry with her, and ignore her "temporarily"?
- Tell her she's wrong, and that hurts you, and tell her to stop or something?
Just, what would you do?I suddenly feel that I can be so unreal in front of particular people.
Be it for whatever reason, I don't want to be like that anymore.
I may look happy.
But deep, deep inside, am I?
I may look quiet, troubled, sad, angry, pissed off.
But, deep, deep inside, am I?
You may feel like I've got nothing to say.
But, deep, deep inside, do I?
You may think and ask why I'm like that.
But, do you think that that's me?
Well, maybe even I myself do not know the answer to all these questions.
But, I definitely wanna see a change.
I wanna be my true self!Sometimes, even the people whom I'm close with, e.g.
- my family
- my CGM
- my best/good friends,
don't even know the real, real me.
Haha.
I guess the time for it isn't ripe.
I don't wanna do anything foolish, stupid, idiotic.
Let Him bring, guide and lead me.I'm looking forward to saturdays, when I may get to meet THE SHUDES.
I'm looking forward to sundays, when I may have a fruitful day spent.
P.S. This post includes many different incidents and such.
So, don't get them mixed up, or else, a misunderstanding may occur.Haha.
Heal my heart and make it clean.
Open up my eyes to the things unseen.
Show me how to love like You have loved me.
Break my heart for what breaks Yours.
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause.
As I walk from earth into eternity.
I just want to feel, REAL LOVE. (:
Thank You for giving it to me.
I just want to love You more and more each day.
I just want to be changed by You everday of my life.
I just want to be with You.
I LOVE YOU. :D
Looking at the time now, it's already 2.16am.
Why am I still not sleeping?
'Cos I'm just not tired, and I don't feel like sleeping now.
That's why people call me the...... NIGHT OWL. Haha.