Went to visit my ah gong in the hospital yesterday, after I came back home from studying in the library.
I couldn't make up my mind as to whether I want to go and visit him or not, when my dad asked me if I wanted to go and visit him, 'cos I've got an exam today.
But, when my mum came out of her shower, and said that ah gong's condition has worsened, my heart literally "fell"?
I just felt so much that I needed to go.
And so, I went, without bathing, and I was like.... so smelly.
We took a taxi there.
And, even just on the way, I was like tearing...
Upon reaching, saw cousin HY, and her mum, sitting at the taxi-stand there, and their eyes were red and watery.. My aunt told us a little on what ah gong had said to them.
Went upstairs. Ah gong was alone.
Just seeing him, and the difficult that he has in speaking, I cried.
Tears just fell so naturally.
Then another cousin, cousin Ah Bee came.
She saw me, and asked why I cried.
I told her, you'll know it yourself.
In the end, within another 3 mins, she's also crying.
Then ah gong said some very 'funny' things and such.
After that, went to visit my first uncle.
He's in the same hospital with ah gong.
Well, when ah gong was admitted, he was discharged from the hospital.
If he wasn't discharged, then he and ah gong would be neighbours.
Their beds were just beside each other.
That's a irony, ain't it? Haha.
My ah gong still can joke about with us, and mimic some of my uncles who smokes, and do so many other things.
Thank God, he's discharged today.
And, I'll be visiting him at ah ma's house later.
There's still SS and emaths test tmr!
There's a small small irony.
Haha.
Such things usually happen in my major year.
If I'm not wrong, before this time, when ah gong was admitted to the hospital, it was during my PSLE year. But, I think I've finished it already.
And this time round, it's my 'O' level year. And, I haven't started it yet. Instead, this time round, it is my mid-year exams.
Well, I shall leave everything to God.
Since He brought me to it, He'll bring me through it.
I love you, ah gong!

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