This is the only pic that I have of me and my ah gong in the com.Today, 30th June 2008 (Monday) marks a very important day for me.
Today, a day worth remembering.
Today, a day that one of my dearest left me.
Today, a day of sadness.
Today, yet another day of joy.
My dearest ah gong left this world at 6.42pm this evening.
I'm glad, 'cos there's not going to be anymore suffering for him on earth.
It's a STOP to all of it.
I'm sad, 'cos he's someone whom I will never forget.
He would always say this to my dad about me, "Long long time ago, at the 'sua teng', still so small.
Now ah, so big already, become woman liao ah."
My dad was nicknamed "Che Da Pao (Boaster), by my ah gong.
The story of it all was really very funny.
My ah gong really loves me a lot.
He'd kept all the cards, be it New Year Cards, Birthday Cards, or whatever cards and gifts that I'd made for him and ah ma, all in a drawer.
Whenever relatives come, he'd proudly tell them that those things are made by his beloved granddaughter.
Once, when I stayed over at their house for 2 weeks or so, about 6 years ago, when I was only about 10 years old, in Pri. 4, 'cos my helper went back to her hometown for a short holiday.
Almost every other day, my ah gong despite his old age, would walk down to a nearby coffee shop, to buy my used-to-be favourite BLACK FRIED CARROT CAKE.
I'm really proud of him.
He came over to Singapore, with ah ma, and first uncle, who was still a young child then, from China.
They went through World War II.
He owned a farm, at Sembanwang.
He raised up 9 children.
He was such a strong man, who fought 2 battles with diseases, and he won!
He knew that it was his time to leave today.
He was wanting to go home.
He'd said before that he wanted to die peacefully at home.
But, before he was discharged, he passed away.
Ah gong, I just want to say I love you so much.
It was really saddening for me to face this fact.
But, it's all part and parcel of life.
The news was broken to me in a very unexpected way.
My mum just called my dad, when I thought she was asking what we'd like for dinner, in the end, this painful news was released to me.
I was really like.........
But, at least I got to see ah gong for the last yesterday.
He knew that I was there.
He even opened his eyes.
He even went on to holding my hands.
It really hurt me to see him having tubes being poked all over him.
At least, it's all over for him now.
He will not need to suffer so much now.
In loving memory of you, my dearest ah gong.
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